Page 23 of Still Made For You

“Unt unh, bring that ass here. Don’t run from me.” Pressing my legs into my chest, Wisdom sucked the orgasm right out of me. I could barely breathe from how powerful it was. My man was blessed in the dick department, but his head was lethal. I knew I would need to go home and take a power nap after this.

“I can’t believe you just did that!” I shrieked, praying no one heard me moaning in passing because I tried my best to control it.

“You weren’t complaining when you were cumming all over my face, so I don’t want to hear none of that shit. Now bring ass on because I’m tryna dig all in your guts before I head back to work.” My pussy throbbed at the mention of him fucking me.

“Yes sir!” I giggled as he helped clean me off then fix my dress back on my body. I scheduled my next appointment at the front desk and got into the car with my husband. He always drove me to my appointments, then dropped me off back at work. I wasn’t sure if I’d make it back today. Luckily, all of my scheduled appointments had been taken care of for the day. Plus, my employees were all really talented, so I never had to worry about my clients receiving bad service.

“Did you finish your food earlier? I know you mentioned you wanted chicken cheesesteak from Big John’s, I can stop by there if you want.” A smile was plastered on my face because I swear food had become something like a love language to me. Wisdom brought me lunch all of the time since I’d opened the shop.

While we rode to the sub shop, I texted the girls a picture of my ultrasound. The only people who knew about my pregnancy up until now was my mother and Granny Lula. I wanted to get confirmation that everything was okay before I told everyone. I fully expected then to cuss me out, but it was worth it. We passed by Vibez on the way and my mind started reminiscing about the time I’d spent there.

“Do you miss it?” Wise inquired.

“No. It was fast money, but I hated the person I was during my time there. I’ve grown so much as a woman, and I would never want to go back. It’s honest money so there’s no judgement, I was just so broken, you know?” When I think about how much my life has changed since Wisdom entered my life, I feel so much gratitude.

In my mind, love wasn’t worth having so I never even tried. Wisdom stepped in and changed everything around me. He loved me out of darkness and gave me a new outlook on love and relationships. Now here we are married and expecting twins. Love was more powerful than I ever could have imagined.

When I pulled out my phone, I smiled at the text messages in the group chat.

Lissa Pooh: Bitch! You’re about to be a muva. Aww, I’m so happy for you sissy.

Bestest Yani: I’m doing this girl’s hair while bawling my eyes out. I love you so much! I’m going to be an AUNTIE.

Fav Ren: Congratulations Pooh. That’s what happens when you buss it open for a real one! That Graham sperm is potent as fuck.

Charity: Welcome to the mommy club! I can’t wait to love all over them.

Fav Ren: Wait? Does that say baby A and B! Friend!! That’s two babies!

Yaya: Omg, I’m so happy for you. You got me over here sobbing. I love you, cousin!

Ty: Aww, congratulations, beautiful. You deserve this and so much more.

Tear streamed down my eyes as I read all of their messages. If I knew nothing else, it’s that we have a solid village. Our babies would be surrounded by immense, unconditional love.

“Why are you crying, love?” Wisdom’s face held concern for me. My baby stayed ready for action when it came to me.

“These babies have turned me into a crybaby.” Wise gave me a look and I burst into laughter.

“Don’t do me like that. I wasn’t this bad before I got with you. I used to be a bona fide savage out here.” We laughed about my transformation often. He called me a spoiled princess, and I loved that for me. This was my soft girl era and I embraced it to the fullest. Whatever issues came my way, I confidently faced them, knowing my man stood in front of me, ready to protect me at all costs.

“I’m reading the messages from the ladies. Everyone’s excited about our new additions. I’m nervous, but it feels good to be able to celebrate these milestones. I’m praying for a healthy pregnancy and I’m doing my part to ensure it.” My hand rested on my belly. This journey tested my faith in ways immeasurable ways, but in my heart, I knew we’d be okay.

“We’re blessed to have a supportive family, but even if it were only the two of us, we’d still be okay. I’m glad you’re trying to enjoy your pregnancy as much as possible. I see the worry in your eyes, and it breaks my heart. Regardless of what happens in life, I’m here for the long haul. Every battle you face, I’ll be right by your side.” His big hand covered mine.

“You and our babies will get through this, and we will have two healthy and happy children. I agree you need to take care of yourself; however, I won’t allow you to walk on eggshells either. What God has for us, is for us. Hold your head high and enjoy the journey we’re on. We’ve got this.” Growing up, I heard my grandmother talk about having a man who leads. Of course, I assumed she meant financially, but as I’ve gotten older the meaning has taken on a different meaning. Wisdom showed me the meaning of a true leader. He supported my dreams, loved on me, encouraged me, prayed for me, and affirmed me daily. He did things I hadn’t realized I wanted or needed in life. Providing came naturally to him, but so did listening and compromising. We bumped heads often, but each time, he showed how a real man communicates. All I’ve ever known was arguing and fighting. It took a while to break those habits, but Wisdom made his boundaries clear.

He used to piss me off so badly in the beginning because he refused to argue with me. In my mind, aggression and toxicity were expressions of love. He shut that shit down quickly, showing me how easy it was to simply use my words to express myself without all the extra stuff. I’ve grown so much in the time we’ve been together and I’m grateful for his patience with me. He saw something in me worth fighting for even when I pushed him away.

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“Oh,fuck!Holdon,baby!” I reached back to press my hand against his stomach. My knees were growing weak as he delivered power strokes from behind.

“Am I hurting my babies?” His gentle tone made my smile.

“No, but I don’t want to cum yet,” I whined. I wanted to savor the moment for as long as I could.

“Naw, you got me fucked up. You’ve been strutting your sexy ass around me for days without letting a nigga touch the pussy. You’re about to take all this dick until you can’t anymore.” My body shivered. I’d been so nervous about the pregnancy I’d been holding out on him. The sexual tension in the doctor’s office was a build-up from the last few days.

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