Page 4 of Rhodes to Love

My fucking heart skipped a beat, but I did my best not to show I was shocked by what she said or excited about what this could mean. “Naw. You drunk.”

“I’m not drunk. I’m tipsy. The reason I wanted to have drinks with you is so my wall would come down, and I could have the courage to give you what I’ve wanted to give you for years. I was just afraid of your lifestyle and that it would ruin our friendship if things didn’t work out.”

I could only nod as the bartender set another shot in front of her. She downed it, then said, “Will you?”

I took a deep breath. I wanted to tear her lil ass up, but at the same time, I wanted her to be sure about what she was doing.

“You gon’ make me beg?” she asked when I remained silent.

I turned to her on my stool and stared at her until her gaze lowered to my erection. She had me showing out in here. When her hand slid over it, I quickly grabbed her wrist, snatching it away from it. Her eyes were low as hell. Finally, I said, “Let’s go then.”

She bit her bottom lip and slid the strap of her crossbody over her shoulder. I closed out our tab and requested a Lyft. Grabbing her hand, I led her to the door, not believing this shit was about to happen. I could only hope she wouldn’t regret it.

CHAPTER3

KARIMA

When I walked into Rhodes’s hotel room, I kicked off my shoes and went to the bed. Lying on my back and propping myself up on my elbows, I watched him just stand there and watch me. I knew he was in shock about what was about to happen, but I wanted to know what his love felt like. Just because I never acknowledged it, Rhodes probably assumed I didn’t know. I knew he was in love with me. He had been for years.

After what Jared did to my heart, I needed someone to help heal it. I knew God was the best man for the job, but it didn’t hurt to have reinforcement. If Rhodes could still love me in our hiatus, then I knew my soul was safe with him. While Jared and I had broken up a year ago, my heart was still broken. It had hardened toward men, and I knew Rhodes was the only man that could tenderize it again.

Since he was only staring at me, I sat up and pulled my shirt over my head. In order for him to know how serious I was, I knew I would have to make all the first moves. I stood from the bed and made my way to him as he licked his lips. When I got to him, I reached up and grabbed his dreads, pulling him to me. His face was so close to mine, but he refused to kiss me first. I slid my tongue across his lips and felt him shudder.

“KD… damn, girl. Tell me you for real. Don’t do this shit if you don’t mean it.”

I unfastened my bra and allowed my D cups to fall out of it, then grabbed his waistband and began taking off his belt. He slowly walked toward me, causing me to back pedal until my back was pressed against the wall near the bed. Once I got his belt undone and had unbuttoned his jeans, he grabbed me by the neck and spun me around.

He cupped my breasts as he kissed my neck then bit my ear. “Karima, I’m about to turn this pussy out. I hope you ready for that.”

My entire body heated up in anticipation of just what this could mean for me. I was tired of being cautious and on guard for bullshit. I just wanted to feel pleasure. I wanted to know what it was like to be with someone who I knew for sure actually gave a damn about me. I began unbuttoning my pants until he spun me back around to face him. As I tried to pull them off, he took over, sliding them down over my hips excruciatingly slow.

When he gripped my ass, I juiced in my panties. He stared into my eyes and said, “It’s like that? I can feel the heat you putting out. You sure you want me to make love to you? Everything you showing me saying you wanna be fucked.”

I closed my eyes. I just wanted the nigga to put me out of my misery. I didn’t care how he did it. Pushing my pants down, I pulled them over my feet one leg at a time, showing him that I needed him now. Following my lead, he took off his jeans as well, being sure to pull the condom from his pocket before dropping them to the floor. The minute he unveiled his gift from God, I went to my knees and slurped that shit up.

It was so fucking thick. His legs were definitely bowed like that for a reason. I had a feeling he knew just what to do with this shit too. He gripped my hair tightly and stared down at me with a frown on his face as he began slowly winding his dick into my mouth.His gift from God…Jesus.

“You don’t know how many times I’ve fantasized about this very thing. It was never the first thing I fantasized about though.”

He pulled his dick from my suction and closed his eyes briefly. “Mmmmm, shit!”

He said that shit with so much force, I flinched. “What was the first thing you always fantasized about, Rhodes?”

He picked me up from the floor and laid me on my back in the bed, then slid between my legs and ate my fruit like it was on the verge of rotting before he could enjoy it. He slurped up my juices and went to my clit, pulling it between his lips as he stared at me. Knowing that he fantasized of pleasing me versus pleasing himself overwhelmed me… all over his face. He lifted his head and quickly strapped up while I pinched my nipples, still feeling the effects of my orgasm.

When he breached my gate, he said, “Fuck! This shit is tight as fuck, girl.”

It had been over a year since I’d last had sex. I nearly felt like a virgin all over again. Thankfully, it didn’t take much time for me to adjust to Rhodes’s length and girth. It didn’t take much time for me to cum all over him either. His dick was stroking my G-spot just right with that upward curve he sported.

My body felt like it had gone up in flames, and my heart was wide open. He was stroking me slowly as he lowered his head to my nipple and sucked it into his mouth. I wrapped my legs around his waist as I moaned. “You feel so good, Rosewood. Damn.”

“You do too, baby,” he said after releasing my nipple.

He went to the other and circled his tongue around it before pulling it into his mouth, not missing a beat below. When he released it, he stared into my eyes. The love he had for me could be clearly seen as his pace picked up a bit. I grabbed ahold of his dreads as his chains swung in my face and arched my back. My eyes closed. This was way too passionate to be able to keep them open.

His hand gripped my neck for a moment, causing my pussy to spasm, then he lowered his body to mine, lowering his head to the bed. He was giving me his heart. I could feel it plain as day, and it caused the tears to fall from my eyes. Rhodes was the man I had been needing, but I was too busy judging him and running from him to see it. My heart wanted him. My soul needed him. My body already loved him. My mind, however, was telling me not to base all that on how I was feeling now.

Good sex could make you feel all sorts of things. Plus, I was slightly inebriated and in my feelings because I missed my family. My mind took a break when he started hitting me with more force. My body could barely handle it.