Thirteen
5th July, Thursday
I guess our age and hormones are taking a toll on us.
I had written six thousand words last night and slept at four in the morning, so I was pretty exhausted throughout the entire day. But it got worse after a little talk with Liam. He wanted me to tell you about the day I tried . . . you know what I mean. I ignored it and had to shut myself in a washroom because warm tears were sliding down my cheeks.
In calculus, you kept me awake by poking my arm in school. Thank you, Ethan. I couldn’t stop thinking about our slow dance, my drunk confession, and not to mention you wanted to feel my breasts, which was funny.
We saw each other naked for the first time.
Not that it will ever happen again.
But it was brilliant. I mean, you are the first guy who has seen me naked and by your flushed face, I could only wonder if I was the first female to see you naked. I can’t believe I saw a dick for the first time in real life. Unless you count Paul. I will not talk about it because that’d be awkward.
We skinny dipped. We were having so much fun and I almost told you to kiss me and you would have, but Katherine interrupted us.
I swear, I wanted to kill her for cockblocking us. But what you did at the dining table topped it off. You teased me and it was like you were a whole new person.
I hope you were happy after teasing me and not letting me eat. That was just plain rude. But I love you anyway.
Love,
Kiara