Page 77 of The Mafia's Quintuplets

I move from one incubator to the next, speaking to each child individually. When I reach Baby E, the smallest of my sons, I find myself making an explicit promise. "You’ll never know the man I was," I say in Russian, watching his tiny chest rise and fall with perfect rhythm. "That man died so your father could live."

A soft sound from behind alerts me to another presence. I turn to find Zina watching from the doorway, draped in a sterile gown, with her hair in a blue net. It matches the gear I had to put on when scrubbing up to enter the NICU. Her eyes are rimmed with tears since she understands every word I've spoken in our mother tongue.

"They're beautiful, Mak." She approaches cautiously, as if the babies might vanish if she moves too quickly. "I never thought we'd have this—a future not defined by the past."

"Neither did I." I make room for her beside me, watching as she examines each child with wonder. "This still doesn't feel real."

"It is real." She reaches through an incubator port to touch Baby C's hand, smiling when tiny fingers curl reflexively around hers. "Wil's awake. They're bringing her here soon."

The mention of Wil propels me from the NICU toward the recovery room now that Zina is there to watch over the children. I need to see her before she sees our children for the first time. The hospital corridors blur as I retrace the path I've walked a dozen times since the birth hours ago.

I find her propped up in bed, still pale but alert, her eyes brightening when I enter. She looks simultaneously exhausted and radiant, the physical trauma of emergency surgery softened by the knowledge of five healthy babies. "You've seen them?" Her voice is hoarse, likely from the breathing tube during surgery.

I nod, unable to formulate words adequate to describe the experience. Instead, I take her hand, bringing it to my lips in a gesture more reverent than passionate. "They're perfect. All five."

Wil's eyes fill with tears she's too exhausted to fight. "I need to see them."

Within minutes, nurses arrive to transfer her to a wheelchair, arranging blankets around her still-numb legs with efficient care. I follow as they wheel her toward the NICU, where the staff have rearranged the five incubators into a semicircle to accommodate her visit. They make Wil scrub up and cover her hair, but she isn’t put in the sterile gown. I have to strip mine and repeat the process since I left the NICU, but I soon rejoin her and the babies.

Despite her medical training and months of preparation, Wil's face reveals the same overwhelming emotion I felt upon first seeing them. She reaches through the first incubator port, stroking our firstborn's cheek with a gentle fingertip.

"Hello, there," she whispers, her professional nurse's detachment nowhere in evidence as tears stream freely down her face. "I've been waiting to meet you."

She spends time with each baby, speaking softly and examining monitors with a professional's understanding while touching them with a mother's tenderness. The neonatologist who assisted with the delivery arrives to discuss their progress, explaining that while they'll need to remain in the NICU for several weeks, all vital signs are promising, with no immediate concerns beyond the typical challenges of prematurity.

"You've got a strong bunch here," she concludes with unmistakable satisfaction. "Quintuplets at almost thirty-two weeks with no major complications is something of a medical miracle."

A nurse approaches with a clipboard and five identical forms. "We'll need names for the birth certificates."

The question catches us both unprepared. Throughout the pregnancy, we've referred to them by their medical designations—Baby A through E. With our separation, we didn’t get a chance to discuss names, and judging by Wil’s worried expression, she hasn’t settled on any in my absence. Now, faced with five healthy children needing identities, we look at each other with mutual uncertainty.

"We should name one daughter Gisele," she says finally, her voice steady despite the emotion visible in her eyes. "To honor my friend."

The suggestion strikes me as perfectly right—honoring the woman whose sacrifice delayed Wil’s execution until my men could get to her that awful night, ensuring these children would survive and have a mother to love them. "Baby C," I suggest. "She's the fighter of the group."

Wil nods, her hand finding mine in silent connection. "And one son should be Leonid."

I glance toward the doorway where Leonid stands at respectful attention, donned similarly to the rest of us but still a quiet sentinel. His normally impassive face shows rare emotion at this unexpected recognition. His quiet loyalty protected both Zina and Wil when I couldn’t, making this honor deeply deserved. "Baby B," I decide. "The steady one."

For the remaining three children, we choose names that are meaningful without being weighted by the past—names that can belong to anyone, that don’t carry expectations or legacies. Alexander for Baby A, our firstborn, Natalia for Baby D, our second daughter, and Michael for Baby E, our youngest son.

As I sign the birth certificates with my new legal identity, Max Smith, the last remnants of Makari Vorobev,Bratvaboss, fall away completely. In their place stands only a father, a partner, and a brother—roles defined by love rather than fear or power.

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Hours later,after Wil has been returned to her room for much-needed rest, I’m drawn back to the NICU. The nurses have dimmed the lights, creating a peaceful atmosphere for their tiny charges. I stand between the incubators, watching five perfect chests rise and fall in asynchronous rhythm, each breath a small miracle.

"You can sit if you'd like." The night nurse gestures toward a rocking chair positioned nearby. "Many fathers find it comforting to stay close, especially the first night."

The word "father" still causes a strange tightening in my chest of equal parts terror and joy. I settle into the chair, which is surprisingly comfortable given its institutional setting. From this vantage point, I can see all five incubators at once, a guard position that satisfies some primal instinct to protect.

"Talk to them," the nurse says before retreating to her station. "They know your voice already."

I don’t argue with that or tell her I’ve been absent for months, so I doubt they know my voice, but I want them to learn it, so I talk, switching between English and Russian as thoughts come.

I must doze in the chair because I wake to find Zina beside me, her hand gentle on my shoulder. "Go be with Wil," she says softly. "I'll watch them for a while."

In Wil's hospital room, the monitoring equipment creates a different symphony of soft beeps and electronic hums. She sleeps deeply, her body recovering from both major surgery and the months of carrying five lives within her small frame. I pull a chair close to her bed, careful not to disturb her rest.

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