Page 38 of Pour Timing

But at thirty-four, I know she is everything I’ve been missing in my life. In Liam's life.

I listen to her breathe. She’s in a deep sleep but I can’t keep my hands off her. She’s facing away from me, and when I rise over her I see her lips slightly parted, and my dick hardens as I remember how they looked stretched around me. A smile crosses my lips as I reach out, tracing her bottom lip before very gently running my finger down her neck, her shoulder, pulling the sheet ever so slightly away from her body.

Her nipples pebble as the cool air of the room hits them and I have to bite my lip to keep from calling out. I circle her nipple, bring it to a point, rolling it between my thumb and forefinger. She closes her lips and adjusts her legs, a slight moan escaping her lips.

She stirs but continues to sleep with the sun shining on her face. I continue to play, a smile tugging at my lips. I know when she wakes she'll have something to say and I can’t wait to hear it.

I grind my dick behind her, cupping her breast. She slowly comes awake, arching her back and reaching an arm behind her to hold me. I push the blankets down and climb over her, rolling her to her back and sliding inside. She’s wet and warm and I almost come right then. Her eyes are still closed but a smile tugs at her lips.

I kick the blankets off and begin thrusting, rubbing her clit as she bites her bottom lip.

“Tell me,” I breathe.

“Keep going.”

I pull my dick out and rub her clit with it, slap it, then slide back inside. Her moans increase and she wraps her arms around my neck, pulling me down close. Thrusting back and forth, I know she's almost there. I feel her pussy tighten with each pump, and it fucking wrecks me.

I push myself up slightly and spread my knees, thrusting deep. I whisper into her ear, “Want me to wake you every day like this?”

“If you can actually get me off, then yes.”

A laugh rumbles up from my chest “You fucking know I can.” I lean back and grab her hips, hooking her legs around my waist, my thumbs digging into her skin, and begin a steady deep rhythm. Her tits shake with each strike and the sight alone is enough to bring me to the edge. I lick my pointer and middle fingers and rub her clit. Her cries only bring me closer.

“Yes! I’m coming. Oh god.” The words and sounds drift from her lips, and before I know it, I’m chasing the same release. I fall next to her on the bed, cradling her against me.

“We’re going to have to work on your volume control.”

She giggles before rolling her lips inward and opening her eyes wide. “He’s not home, right?”

I tap the tip of her nose and chuckle. “No, but he will be soon.” She rolls out from my arms to her stomach and I sit up, swinging my legs to the floor. “I’ll go shower. If you want to sleep a bit longer, you can.”

I look over my shoulder in time to see her turn her face on the pillow to look at me. “Good idea. You did disturb my beauty sleep.”

I give her one good spank before I cover her with the sheet. “You're gorgeous, no beauty sleep needed.” I get up from the bed and go to my dresser, pulling out boxers and jeans when I hear her say something.

“What?” When I turn around she’s sitting up, sheets pulled tight.

“We’re doing this?” Her question is barely audible.

“Why wouldn’t we?”

She shrugs. “I don't know. We both have a lot going on.”

“What do I have going on that you’re not already involved with?”

She smiles but twists her hands and I know she’s thinking about everything that I have. My son, our shared past, the weight of timing, poor or not, of responsibility, of all the what-ifs. I step into my boxers and sit down next to her on the bed again. “If you’re worried about Liam, don’t be. He’s the one who pushed me to ask you on a date.”

She smiles. “Really?” I nod and she says, “Smart kid.”

I chuckle. “To be honest I wasn’t looking for anything. With anyone. I have to concentrate on Liam. I want to make sure he feels secure here, above everything. But Liam really likes you, Ky. You’ve shown him more love in a ridiculously short amount of time than his own mother ever has. She hasn’t even called him once since we’ve been here.”

Her lips twist and her eyes turn sad. “He’s an amazing kid. You’ve raised him with a lot of love and it shows.”

I nod, accepting what she says even though I’m not sure I’ll ever stop questioning if I’m doing enough. “I was afraid to move back,” I admit. “Starlight Bay was full of memories I didn’t want to face. But now, I’m starting to see it differently. I think moving here might’ve been the best thing I could’ve done for him. For us.”

She leans forward, draping her arm around my shoulder. “You’re a good dad, Matt. And I think being here is going to be the best thing for the both of you.” She gives me a sweet kiss.

“I think so too.”

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