Holi cried the second Xaine pushed his cock inside him. He wrapped his thighs around Xaine’s waist and gave himself to the earth-shattering pleasure. Xaine fucked him hard and deep. He reached for his cock and stroked it, and just like that, he came so hard he blacked out.
When Holi came to, Xaine was on top of him. The alpha’s cock pulsed in his hole as he shoved his knot deep inside him. The stretch felt so good and perfect. Holi trembled.
Xaine froze above him, breathing hard. And Holi knew what was coming. His hole spasmed in anticipation. Holi arched off the bed as the first stream of cum flooded his hole. He closed his eyes a little ashamed that he still wanted more of Xaine’s cum. But it wasn’t enough to stop him.
He squeezed his ass around Xaine’s cock. And mewed when Xaine gave him what he asked for. Holi tried to stop, weirded out by his behaviour. But when Xaine was inside him, he couldn’t control himself.
Every feeling he had where Xaine was concerned was strange. And Holi blamed it on the amazing sex. Because normally he wouldn’t want the alpha to mark him, to fill him up with his cum or for Xaine to stay in bed with him for hours just holding him.
Xaine kissed his cheek every now and then while they waited for his knot to subside. It was sweet and disturbing at the same time. Holi’s stomach fluttered every time he did it.
“Stop that,”
“Stop what?” he asked, kissing him again.
“That. Do you kiss all your service omegas like that?” Holi said, needing some mental distance from him.
He felt Xaine jerk at his question. For a beat nothing happened, and then Xaine shifted, removing some of his weight off Holi. The mood suddenly changed in the room.
Fuck. He shouldn’t have said that. But he couldn’t help it. The intimacy between them was intense. Holi stared up at the ceiling. He prayed for Xaine’s knot to subside soon.
“You’re my first omega,” Xaine said after a long silence.
“What?”
Xaine lifted to his elbows and stared down at him. Holi loved the gold in Xaine’s eyes because it told him everything he needed to know. The alpha was emotional about whatever he wanted to tell him. “You said I am your first alpha. It’s like that for me too. You’re my first omega. I’ve had sex before, but…” Xaine leaned down and kissed his lips. Holi’s toes curled from the pleasure thrumming through his veins. “I’ve never done any of the things I’ve done with you. You’re my first kiss, my first blowjob, receiving and giving. You are the first omega I’ve ever knotted or touched to my heart’s content.”
What? How? Holi stared at him stunned.
As if Xaine heard his silent questions, he said: “I went into my first heat when I was fifteen, and I’ve never been the same since. My wolf just became too much for me to handle. Everything changed. I couldn’t stand being around people. Everything triggers me. My first sexual experience was terrible, and it never got better.”
Xaine looked so vulnerable. Holi couldn’t help but want to comfort him. He reached out and touched Xaine’s cheek. The alpha moaned and leaned into his touch.
Fuck, what am I doing? Holi asked himself. His hand shook as Xaine’s eyes bore into him, causing butterflies to play hide and seek in his stomach.
There was a knock at the door, breaking their tense moment.
“Master, if we don’t leave now. We’re going to miss the meeting,” Klane said from the other side of the door. Holi dropped his hand.
“Okay, give me a minute,” Xaine said.
“I think we’re going to need more than a minute,” Holi whispered. Xaine’s knot still pulsed inside him with no sign of subsiding any time soon.
“They’ll have to wait then,” he said with a shrug.
“Let’s never do this again,” Holi said. “It’s not safe to have sex during the day.”
“I’ll have you whenever and wherever I want,” Xaine declared. He kissed his cheek and wrapped his arm around him. “What happened to make you cry like that?”
“Nothing,” Holi said. He didn’t want to talk about his uncle. He was done with his family.
“Okay,” Xaine said, tightening his arms around him. Holi closed his eyes feeling gooey inside. He shouldn’t be enjoying this, but he couldn’t help it. He was bruised today, and he needed a little comfort. Xaine’s arms felt so good around him.
A while later, Xaine moved off him. Holi felt Xaine’s cock slip out of his hole, leaving him empty and needy.
Stop. He silently groaned.
Xaine put his clothes back on and leaned over him. Holi’s lips tingled as he leaned closer. He wanted Xaine to kiss him. They were not having sex. He shouldn’t want that. But he did.