“Can I feel hatred and extreme loathing?”
He chuckled softly. “Sure babe.” He stood up slowly and walked towards me. When he reached me, he stuck out his hand. I grabbed it and let him pull me to my feet.
“Let me take you to bed.” He looked at me through hooded lashes and suddenly I saw the desire and want he had for me. I wanted him too and it made my head spin. How could I go through so many emotions in one night and then want him so fiercely with one simple look?
We walked to my bedroom and got undressed in complete silence. This wasn’t the quiet of Jack needing control, though. He crawled into my bed and I frowned when I noticed he was wearing his boxers.
He laughed at me and pulled me to him, wrapping an arm around me in an intimate gesture. It was comforting and felt strange. I wanted to be held and comforted, but Jack wasn’t the comforting kind of guy. I was used to controlling and wanting and predator Jack. This soft side threw me for a loop.
“I need you,” I whispered into his ear right before I gently began sucking on his earlobe. I moved down his neck, and smiled against him as I felt his excitement begin to grow and a deep groan escape his throat.
His arm tightened around my waist, but he slowly pulled away.
He rejected me.
“I’m not screwing you tonight. You’ve had too much to deal with and you drank almost an entire bottle of wine.”
I nuzzled my nose against his chest. I needed to forget. I just wanted Jack to make me forget. I moved down just a bit and licked around his nipple, smiling as his body responded to me even if he wouldn’t. He might be able to push me away, but he wanted me.
He growled and threw me back down on the bed. I smiled in victory but it was short lived when he stared down at me.
“I’m not fucking you tonight, Emma.” He roughly pressed his mouth against me and ground his erection into my crotch. “Now go to bed….we have more shit to talk about tomorrow with all of this and I need to get out of here before Logan wakes up.”
I frowned at the thought of him leaving. “I don’t want you to leave,” I whispered, hoping he wouldn’t verbally reject me again.
An eyebrow arched and his sexy smirk appeared. “You’re breaking your last rule for me?”
Screw my rules.
I smiled and he rewarded me with another scorching kiss that I felt down to the tips of my toes and moaned as he moved against me one more time. Before I could push back and encourage him further, he rolled off me and pulled my back to his chest. I smiled when I could still feel his erection pressed into the back of me.
“Tease,” I muttered.
He brushed his nose against my hair and breathed in lightly. “I’ll be here when you wake up.”
I woke up feeling all hot and bothered. It took me a minute as my body moved on its own accord to realize why, but then I felt the familiar warmth of Jack’s breath against my thighs. I moaned and lifted my head a little bit so I could see him.
“Good morning,” he muttered, his lips pressed against me and then flicked his tongue out once, and then again right where I needed him to be.
I tried to smile, but instead I threw my head back and moaned because it felt so good. My body began writhing as I pushed my hips up, closer to Jack’s mouth, needing more of him.
“Jack…” I called out softly, trying to be mindful of Logan in the other room and not wanting to be disturbed from the best wakeup call in all history. “I need you.”
Ignoring me, he continued licking and sucking my clit, and I felt my orgasm began to build; that fire quickly turned into a blazing inferno as he thrust two fingers in. He moved so quickly and roughly inside me that it took no time at all until I cried out in ecstasy and felt my inner walls clamp down on him. He slowly crept up my body, keeping his fingers inside me, slowly pulling out every wave of my orgasm.
I pulled him to my mouth and kissed him roughly. Begging him to take me again. I was so satisfied, but still needed more of him. I was terrified last night that he would flip out and end things when I told him about Marcus but instead he stayed, and cared for me and comforted me and I needed to show him how much I appreciated it. How much that simple act meant to me.
I moved my hips against him as he ground into me, now completely naked.
“I need you,” I repeated against his mouth, both of us breathless as he pulled away. He moved to get off the bed but I pulled him back to me.
“I’m on birth control, Jack. I don’t want you to wear anything.” I didn’t want any more barriers between the two of us. I wanted to feel him against me and have him feel me, completely, and this was the only way I could think of to show him how much I trusted him.
He groaned….it sounded like frustration….and placed his forehead against mine. A light sheen of sweat covered his forehead and I smiled to myself thinking that I in part caused it. “I don’t….”
“I know.” I moved his hand from my hip to my inner arm and pressed his fingers against my arm firmly so he could feel the tiny little bump. “I got it a year ago and it’s good for three. I just want to feel you, Jack. Feel everything.”
His mouth came back to mine and I gasped in pleasure immediately.