Barely.
And only because—thankfully—the first round of servers arrives, carrying skewers of sizzling meats.
Including—oh my God—bacon-wrapped chicken thighs, and juicy, tenderpicanha.
A tri-tip sirloin cap, grilled to perfection, its thick fat layer crisped with sea salt.
But truthfully?
I don’t even notice the food.
Because Horace and I?
We’re too wrapped up in each other.
We talk. About everything. About nothing.
He’s so easy to talk to—which is ridiculous, because I barely know him.
But here I am, telling him things I never tell anyone.
Like how I love watching rugby matches.
How it’s my dream to see the All Blacks perform a haka before a big game.
And Horace?
He tells me how he got into coding as a kid.
“I probably would’ve been diagnosed with ADHD if Dad had sent me to a psychiatrist,” he says, shrugging. “But he was an engineer. So instead, he sat me down in front of my first computer—which was in pieces—gave me a manual and challenged me to fix it.”
I blink, impressed despite myself.
“And?”
Horace grins. “After that, I started messing around with programming. And, well, now here we are.”
I shake my head, grinning back at him. “You are something else, Horace.”
“Yeah?”
“Yeah. I mean it.”
And I do.
Halfway through the meal, I sigh happily, leaning back in my chair.
“Everything is delicious,” I say, finally acknowledging the food.
Horace watches me, his eyes darkening slightly, before he says, low and warm, “I’m glad you like it.”
Then, with a teasing smirk, he adds, “It’s refreshing to see a woman actually enjoying her food.”
The words hit me like a truck, slamming me back into old memories.
Edgar’s voice.
Edgar’s insults.