He looked at the ceiling.
“Because you didn’t run.”
I swallowed.
“You thought I would?”
“They all do.Eventually.”
I didn’t ask who they were.
I didn’t want to know.
He closed his eyes again.
“Do you want me to go?” he asked.
“No.”
“Then sleep.”
I did.
Eventually.
Not because I was safe.
Because I had never been so watched.
And the watching made me feel real.
I woke in silence, but it didn’t feel empty.
It pressed into me.
Like a second skin, invisible and dense, steeped in breath I hadn’t taken yet. I didn’t open my eyes right away. I didn’t need to. The weight of his presence was thicker than heat, thicker than stone, thicker than need. I could feel it at my back—constant, unmoving, held like a vow.
He hadn’t left.
I could feel the tension in the air around us. Not because he touched me—he didn’t—but because his restraint was a living thing. I could taste it.
Ash. Salt. Sweat.Him.
My body still ached from the night before, but it was a sacred ache. My body throbbed not with pain, but memory. Every breath dragged across the raw, holy place he’d carved into me. Not with violence. With reverence. With possession.
And I missed him inside me.
That thought hit me so suddenly I gasped. Quiet. Shame-laced. But true.
I missed the way his hips pressed into mine, the way his breath broke across my shoulder. I missed the press of his teeth, the scrape of his voice against my ear. I missed being filled.
I missed being kept.
My thighs pressed together and I let them. Let the friction spark against my slick, let the want rise in me again like a tide that refused to recede. I wanted him. Even now. Even still.
And that scared me.
Because I wasn’t afraid of the ache.