Page 10 of U + Me

“You’ve done this before, right?” I shook my head no, because I felt a lil embarrassed and inexperienced. “Word! You sure you good then?”

“Please, Darius, put it in. Just be gentle if you can,” I requested cause the size he was working with looked like a lot to stuff into a small space.

“I can’t promise it won’t hurt at first, but I’ma be as gentle as I can. Thank you, KK.”

Darius was staring into my eyes with so much passion as I stared back in to his with no doubts about my decision.

“Thanks for?” I asked with a confused expression.

“Letting me be your first.”

We started kissing again as he worked his tip at my opening. I wrapped my arms around his neck and took his tongue into my mouth. I could taste the essence from my juices on his lips and tongue and surprisingly, I wasn’t feeling grossed out. In fact, I was so turned on and wet that he was able to thrust the whole tip and a little bit of his shaft into me, causing me to instantly tense up and yelp out in pain mixed with pleasure. I wrapped both of my legs around his back then interlocked them by my ankles to soothe the throb between my legs.

“Relax, look in my eyes. I gotchu you KK. You know I’ll never hurt you.”

Our eyes locked again as he repositioned himself at my opening again. After slowly pumping in and out of me, my vagina naturally opened wider to receive more of his inches. Inch by inch, once he was balls deep in, his eyes rolled to the back of his head, and we both let out a whimper.

No music, no TV playing, just the sounds of Darius making me into a woman at seventeen. Once I was adjusted to his size and my body was fully relaxed, he started thrusting harder, then he grabbed my legs and put them on his shoulders. The angle he was in was way more intense than before. I could feel every inch of him work my ass out and I did my best to thrust back in tune with his movements.

Darius lowered his body onto mine and nestled his face in my neck as he grabbed my shoulders and vigorously thrusted inside of me. A couple of times he slid out of me and almost went into the wrong hole. I felt his body lock except for his hips then he started pumping harder and faster with so much intensity that felt so good I couldn’t do anything but wail out in pleasure. It’s crazy but the same sounds coming from me and Darius reminded me of my mom and Todd when they would have sex.

Seconds later, my walls started contracting again and Darius nutted at the same time I came. He then switched condoms and continued to grind inside of me as I closed my eyes and enjoyed the wave of sensations coursing through me while my next orgasm began to build up. I had no idea that sex felt this amazing, no wonder why that’s all some people could think about. The whole time his phone kept ringing, but he ignored it, so I did the same. But then his doorbell started ringing causing my heart to jump.

“Fuck that door. You feel so fuckin’ good. I’m not stopping. I love y?—”

Before Darius could finish, we were interrupted by someone knocking on his bedroom window, bringing us both back to reality and taking us out of our lovemaking session for sure. In all the times that I’d been over to his house, no one had ever knocked on his window. I always thought that was our thing.

“The FUCK!” He huffed, sliding out of me then quickly putting on a pair of basketball shorts.

He snatched the condom off and tossed it to the floor and I quickly got dressed, my little coochie was dripping wet and throbbing for more, but I didn’t have time to clean myself off and it looked like we were done. Thankfully he had a curtain but if he pulled it back, I didn’t want whoever it was to see me naked in his bed, so my main concern was to hurry up and get dressed.

“I promise if it’s that nigga I’m beatin’ that ass.” Darius fussed then looked over at me and saw that I was dressed. Then he stormed over to the window and peeked out. “Man, what the fuck! Take yo ass to the fuckin’ front!” He hollered.

“Come to the door then nigga!” I heard a female scream and instantly the feeling of regret started to seep in.

I should’ve known better than to let Darius, of all people, break my virginity. At the same time, I could care less about anyone he was messing with. I still felt that I’d rather give it to him than anyone else cause I knew what it was with him and all them girls all along. Now I needed to find a way to process these new feelings I’d developed for him cause it was like they all came to surface once he told me he was moving away. All I know was whatever these feelings were, I needed to get them in check and fast.

DARIUS

When I pulled the curtain back, I was not expecting to see Janiece’s ass standing there at my bedroom window…that shit instantly set me off. I couldn’t believe that I had just smashed the homie and now this broad had the audacity to pop up at the most fucked up time and ruin me and KK’s moment. A very special moment that at our tender age she allowed me to be a part of. Not only was I about to bust another big one but now how was I going to fix this shit with KK? The last thing I wanted to do was fuck up our friendship and the way this shit was looking had me looking real flaw. I wanted KK bad, but I was serious when I said I wouldn’t have been mad if she didn’t want to have sex.

When she was adamant though I said fuck it and went for it and now look. Now, I was feeling like I should’ve been the stronger one and held back. Just from the look on KK’s face I could tell she was pissed with me.

“Who is that?”

“Janiece crazy ass. I’m ’bout to check this broad tho. I’ll be back.”

I raced up the stairs two at a time then headed straight for the front door with a mug so foul it wouldn’t have to be any words exchanged once Janiece saw my face. She had never, ever just popped up at my crib; she knew better than that. But when I snatched the door open that heffa was standing there looking delicious and ready to fuck.

The way my sex drive was set up, even though I had just slept with KK, I could’ve banged the shit out of Janiece’s ass under different circumstances, but I couldn’t even be on that. Me being KK’s first hit different and us having sex, even if it was a one and done thing, meant way more to me to move like that. Believe it or not, being KK’s first was something that I would always cherish that she trusted with giving to me.

“The fuck possessed you to pop yo big head ass up here looking like that! What if my moms was home?! You know I don’t play this shit! The fuck wrong wit yo ass!!”

“You wouldn’t answer the phone or any of my texts. I feel like you hung up in face for another female. I know I heard a female in the background before you hung up on me.”

“If I was fucking, that ain’t yo pressure so what you crashin’ like this for?”

“I’m not crashing shit, you just playing games, Darius.”

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