I don’t know why the memory came now, but it did and when I needed it the most.
“Lace? Oh we’re doing the nickname thing?” she said mockingly, like a true smart ass. She was insisting I take a sip of her milkshake. “Fine. C’mon Leather, live dangerously,” she teased.
“Leather?” I asked.
“Leather and Lace. You and me,” she affirmed as she smiled at me.
That smile.
Man, I was gone.
She had the power to heal me, even if it was only temporary.
I lifted my eyes back to Reina’s.
“Leather and Lace,” I whispered.
Because the idea of me and her—it was all I had left.
The door opened, jarring the both of us and we turned our eyes to one of Jimmy’s men. He carried a leather pouch tucked under his arm and knelt before me. He unzipped the bag and pulled a vile out, followed by a syringe.
Lace.
Her.
He roughly grabbed my outstretched arm and tied a band around it.
“Don’t,” Reina yelled. “Can’t you see he’s not a threat to you people? Why are you doing this to him?”
I turned my head to Reina, but all I saw was Lacey’s face. My angel with the sweet smile and sad eyes.
“It’s all good, Reina,” I said, biting the inside of my cheek.
“Leather and lace,” Reina whispered as the needle pricked my skin.
I closed my eyes and remembered dancing with her, holding her close as we blocked out the rest of the world.
A world where there was no maker.
A world where there were no drugs.
And Jimmy fucking Gold didn’t exist.
The heroin took over.
Fight.
For her.
“Leather and lace,” I slurred, fighting with every fiber of my being to get those words out.
Her.