Page 40 of Letters to the Lost

Roses are red,DONUTS are the bomb. Do me a favor and come with me to the dance that’s not prom?

He lifts the lid off showing me the caramel-covered donuts that have a princess crown iced onto them with white chocolate. I subtly wipe my mouth trying to make sure I haven’t drooled, but Zander of course notices and winks at me.

Dominic decides that he’s next as he walks over to me, hip-bumping Zander out of the way. I get to hold this surprise. The surprised bark of laughter that comes from me makes the others laugh too.

Trying to compose myself enough to look at it properly, I find myself smiling so wide my face hurts. In my hands rests a cantaloupe that has a quarter chunk missing from it.

Another handwritten note sits inside of it.

Since we‘CANT-ELOPE’ will you

go to the dance with me?

Every part of me is dying to scream out yes already, but my sweet man stands there waiting patiently for his turn, visibly nervous. He quickly scurries to the bench, picking up six boxes of something, a soft rattling sound coming from each. Tobias stops in front of me, as he places the boxes at my feet that I now see are standing on a blanket. He picks the box up from the top and hands it to me. A Sunflower Lego set rests in my hands; a neatly written note is taped to the box.

Can’t wait toBUILD more memories with you.LEGO to the dance together.

“Can I answer you all now?” I ask, their thoughtfulness bringing tears to my eyes as I feel for the first time how much they all truly love me. Allowing myself to acknowledge it instead of convincing myself that it’s only temporary, I sink into the feeling. My heart feels full for the first time, I look at my best friend and the other four men who have stolen my heart and realize I never want to live without them. That I now have another reason to live, to try to be happy once again.

“So, will you?” Atlas asks as they all step toward me in unison.

“Of course, I will!” I squeal, launching myself into Atlas’s arms as he twirls me around before he pulls me in for a deep kiss. My already wet panties, flooding with arousal as my other men surround me and kiss me soundly.

“Come on Sunshine, let’s eat!” Sebastian says, grabbing my hand and leading me to a pillow laid on the blanket. As he helps me sit down, the others carry over the food and Tobias distributes the Lego sets.

“Why the Lego?” I ask curiously.

“I figured we could all build it while we eat so you can have a bouquet of flowers from all of us that never wilts. That way you can always remember this date,” Tobias tells me, an adorable blush on his face.

“Thank you. I love it so much.”

We spent the rest of the date building our flowers and eating the food they all brought by the waterfall. I insist on capturing the moment and making them take a selfie with me, some silly and others serious. Of course, that turns into them all wanting a photo of them kissing me on the cheek in front of the waterfall. Zander and Atlas both have to crouch to reach, but the smile on my face in all of those photos is authentic for the first time in months. When it’s time to leave Tobias pulls out a box to place the flowers in to keep them safe before we drive back home.

“Can I stay over tonight, Pumpkin?” Atlas asks.

“Of course, are the rest of you staying?” I ask the others.

“No Babygirl, I’m going to stay at Zander’s tonight. Enjoy your time with Atlas and we’ll see you tomorrow,” Tobias says before he heads into the house to grab his weekend bag.

“See you all tomorrow,” I say to the others as they all leave once Tobias comes back out.

“Did you like your surprise?” Atlas asks me as we cuddle on the bed watching a movie.

“I loved it. It was amazing. I’m so lucky to have you all.”

“Good I’m glad,” he says, his fingers tracing my skin makes my mind stutter to a halt as goosebumps follow the path of his movements.

“Mmhm.”

“So sensitive,” he whispers in my ear as he kisses my neck. Tilting my neck to the side to grant him better access, he trails small kisses down my throat as he continues to skim over my flesh with his fingers, tracing along the waistband of my shorts.

“Atty,” I moan. The feeling of his lips against my skin is more than I can handle right now.

“Do you know how crazy it drove me to be away from you for over a month. How I missed having you against me as I sleep. You drive me insane Autumn in the best way.” He slips his hand into my shorts and panties finding my clit.

He pulls me in for a smoldering kiss, our lips fusing together as he rubs my clit with his fingers. As he dips his fingers into my pussy, I can feel my walls fluttering already as he works his fingers in and out of my pussy.

“Come for me,” he groans into my neck.

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