Page 86 of The Menagerie

[MS]got big hands man

[RC]Should have you ride me again though. Haven’t done that since the gb

[MS]yeah

[MS]next saturday?

[RC]Definitely

Rowan thinks the conversation is over, but Mal follows up with a less-than-common question of his own.

[MS]what’s yours

[RC]Assume you mean for topping? Guess it depends

[MS]yeah. depends on what

[RC]If I’m fucking someone I care about or not

[MS]why does that matter

[MS]fucking is fucking

[RC]Thanks Shakespeare

[RC]It does matter. To me at least

[MS]sap

[MS]so what you only fuck people in missionary if you love them

Well. No, but it does feel more special that way. But he’s not gonna tell Mal that. They kinda-sorta fucked that way during the gangbang, but that was about as far from romantic as you can get.

[RC]Not what I meant

[RC]I like missionary or spooning the best if there’s feelings involved

[RC]And just doggy if it’s a casual thing

[MS]you got a different favorite for bottoming

[RC]I don’t really do it enough to have a favorite

[RC]Probably riding though so I can still be in control

Rowan doesn’t tell him that it’s been over a year since he last bottomed, and even longer since he really enjoyed it.

EACH TIMEhis phone vibrates or lights up with a message from Mal, it gets Rowan’s heart racing. Standing in line at the grocery store, winding down from a run, folding laundry… normal, everyday things are made all the more enjoyable when he sees Mal’s name on the screen. Every conversation throughout the week is a tiny sip of Mal that Rowan drinks in like a man lost in the desert—tiding him over long enough to make it to the oasis of Saturday night but never enough to fully quench his thirst.

[RC]You ever been fisted before?

[MS]what the fuck

[MS]why

[RC]Sorry, just read something about it and was curious

[MS]once

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