I groan, pressing my palm to my forehead.
"Not pregnant. Just… emotionally unhinged."
"Oh, so it’s about Silver Fox again."
I freeze. Because of course she knows. I don’t even have to say his name.
"What gave it away?" I mumble.
"Your face. Your mood. The fact that you had a layover in Denver, came back, and suddenly started looking like someone kicked your emotional support animal."
I sigh. Hard.
"I saw him today," I admit.
"And? Did you make a scene? Throw a drink in his face? Strip him naked and ride him into the sunset?"
I snort. "Wow. That escalated quickly."
"Kenzie, I have known you a long time. I know how you work. If you’re calling me instead of just bottling it up and ignoring your feelings, that means it’s bad. Worse than a couple weeks ago."
She’s right.
I don’t call people when things get complicated. I run. I dodge. I pretend I don’t care until the feelings disappear.
But this? This isn’t disappearing. This is sticking. Like a permanent marker on my goddamn soul.
"I saw him with his daughter," I say quietly.
And for once, Talia doesn’t have a joke.
She just… listens.
"Shit," she finally mutters. "That’s a game changer, huh?"
"Yeah. Yeah, it is."
"How bad is it?"
I let out a breath.
"I think I love him."
Silence.
Then—
"Yeah. You’re screwed."
I laugh, but it’s a little choked. "I know."
"So what are you going to do about it?"
And that’s the real question, isn’t it? Because I don’t know. I want him. But I’m terrified of what that means. Of what it would take to have him completely. Of what I’d have to risk.
But before I can answer—
My phone buzzes.