I have things to do today.
I don’t have time to sit here obsessing over a man who finally decided I wasn’t worth his effort.
Right?
Right.
I fling off the covers, already determined to ignore every single damn thought about Grant Maddox.
And by determined, I mean I last a solid three minutes before his face creeps back in.
Son of a bitch.
I refuse to sit still.
Because sitting still means thinking. Thinking means overanalyzing. And overanalyzing means spiraling.
So I launch into full-blown distraction mode.
First? Cleaning.
I strip my bed, throw the sheets in the washer, scrub the kitchen counters like I’m in a kitchen cleaning competition.
Then? A workout.
A brutal, soul-crushing HIIT session that leaves me drenched in sweat and zero percent closer to forgetting Grant Maddox.
Okay. Fine. Errands.
I drive across town for groceries, even though my fridge is fully stocked. Walk through a department store, even though I don’t need anything.
And the entire time?
I check my phone.
Every.
Damn.
Five.
Minutes.
No calls. No texts. Nothing. Grant isn’t reaching out.
My stomach tightens. I tell myself it’s a good thing. That he’s respecting whatever the hell boundary he set last night. That this is exactly what I wanted.
But the truth?
It’s unraveling me.
Because I expected something.
A text.
A call.
A stupid, smug one-liner that would let me pretend this was still just a game we were playing.