Page 119 of His Virgin Romance Series

“How come?”

“Umm… I don’t want to talk about it,” I said, looking down.

“Please,” Jared implored. “Tell me. This is a safe space.”

I gave him a half-hearted smile. “I don’t know…”

“No judgment, okay?” Jared promised.

I sighed. “I’m still angry at him,” I admitted.

“For dealing or for getting caught?” he asked.

“Neither,” I replied. “I’m mad at him for trying to frame you. And I’m mad that he convinced me that you were guilty, and he was innocent.”

“Oh…”

As Jared looked down, I sighed. “Mostly, I’m just mad at myself for falling for it. I knew you, and I knew Brent; I should have seen through his lies immediately.”

“Why didn’t you?”

“I… I don’t really know,” I replied.

Jared nodded and turned away from me, and I felt deflated. I knew the reason I had fallen for Brent’s lies, but for some reason, I felt ashamed to admit as much to Jared. We left the park and walked around for a long time, each one of wrapped up in our own thoughts. Once the sun started going down, we headed back to the car and then drove to a motel close by.

At the counter in the tiny lobby near the motel, I stepped up to the cashier, not wanting to assume anything. “I can pay for the room,” I told Jared.

“No don’t worry about it,” he said immediately. “I invited you. I’ll take care of the room.”

“That’s not necessary, Jared.”

“I insist,” Jared said, handing the teller his credit card. “Do you mind if we shared a room for tonight? I’ve requested a room with twin beds.”

I swallowed my disappointment and nodded. “Of course.”

We headed to our room, which turned out to be a lot nicer than I had expected. The single beds were separated by a short chest of drawers with an antique-looking lamp on its surface. The curtains were a dark blue, the carpets were soft and clean, and the television sitting in front of the beds looked like it functioned pretty well. Jared set the bags down and then collapsed onto the bed on the right-hand side of the room. He was staring at the ceiling, and I could tell from his expression that he was thinking about the visit to the prison tomorrow morning.

I sat down on the edge of my bed and faced him. “Worrying about it won’t help, you know,” I pointed out.

“I can’t turn my mind off,” Jared sighed.

“I know.” I nodded, realizing that I had been battling with the exact same thing recently.

Except that it had nothing to do with my brother and everything to do with Jared. I was just watching him looking at the ceiling when he swung his feet off the bed and came to a sitting position so that he was facing me from his bed.

“Did you speak to your parents?” he asked. “Did you tell them about Brent?”

I nodded.

“And?”

“And it went as you would expect: awful.”

“I’m sorry you had to do that.”

“Someone had to,” I said.

“I’m sorry I wasn’t there for you during that phone call,” he said.

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