“Letting you take charge. You’re the expert.”
I snort. “Hardly.”
“You know more than me. Honestly, I’d just add a bit of water to some icing sugar and dollop it on with a spoon.”
“Uh-uh. We’re making buttercream icing. Oh, except you don’t have a stand mixer, do you?”
Euan shakes his head.
“Maybe I should have bought one.”
He raises his eyebrows. “You’re taking this pretty seriously.”
“Making cupcakes?”
“Looking after Elliott.”
“Well, yeah. Dad’s relying on me. I don’t want him worrying while he’s away. I don’t want to let Elliott down either.”
Euan smiles. “You won’t. You’re a great big brother.”
My cheeks get warm. “I try.” I clear my throat and find a buttercream recipe on my phone.
Next, I weigh out the butter and icing sugar—even spooning it into a bowl creates clouds of fine white powder—and beat the butter with a fork.
“This would be much easier with a stand mixer,” I say once my arm is getting tired.
“Let me take over.”
“Gladly.” I resist the urge to comment on how good at beating he is, even though that’s exactly what I fantasise about. His hand on my cock, beating furiously until I come all over him. I tug my T-shirt away from my chest and fan my too-hot skin.
His cheeks flush red. Can he guess what I’m thinking about?
Once the butter is fully whipped and almost white, I take over mixing while Euan slowly adds the icing sugar. Sweet dust gets everywhere despite his best efforts. Pretty soon, everything within a foot radius is covered in a fine sheen of white powder, including us. It makes me want to kiss him more. The taste of him, plus the sweetness of the icing sugar, would be a divine combination.
“I’m buying a stand mixer if I ever make cupcakes again.” I flex my aching arm.
Euan chuckles. “Let’s hope this is the last time we have to. They’ll be in secondary school soon.”
“True.”
We have a batch of buttercream that’s hopefully big enough to ice twenty-four cupcakes. I split it into six bowls, which is messier than I thought it would be, and then mix a few drops of icing colour into each one, so we have a rainbow of colours.
“Do you have any cling film?”
Euan frowns. “Cling film?”
“Yeah. It’s a trick I saw on?—”
“YouTube,” we say in unison.
I crack up laughing. “Yes! It’s less messy, and you can combine the colours more easily to make multicoloured swirls.”
“I’ll take your word for it.”
I arrange sausage-shaped dollops of the icing side by side on a sheet of cling film and roll them into a larger sausage. After snipping the end of a piping bag, I slip one of the fancy nozzles I bought inside. It falls out the bottom through the hole I cut.
Euan arches an eyebrow but doesn’t say anything.