Page 28 of A Lapse in Time

She paused when she exited the bathroom because before I joined her in the shower, I lit a few candles and turned some music on. I wasn't sure what type of time she was on, but I thought if I set the mood, it would help. It turns out she didn't need any help. Carsyn was just as ready as I was.

Carsyn dropped her towel and positioned herself in the middle of the bed. I wasted no time following her lead. My towel ended up next to hers, and I climbed into the bed as well. Carsyn's legs were wide open, and I licked my lips at the wetness in between them. I wasted no time putting my head between them and licking her pussy.

"Noah," she whispered as she grabbed my hair.

I pushed her legs further apart and stuck my tongue inside her.

"Oh, God."

I fucked her with my tongue for a minute but went back to licking and sucking on her clit. Carsyn's pussy was so damn wet. I used one of my hands to trail up her body and squeeze one of her titties. Her moans made my dick even harder.

I loved Carsyn so damn much that it hurt, and that fear of her leaving me suffocated me whenever I thought about it. Therewas no way I would let her leave me. I hoped she could feel every emotion I felt for her through each swipe of my tongue.

"I'm gonna cum," she cooed as she pushed her hips forward.

Her nails dug into my scalp, and it felt so damn good.

"Noah. Noah." My name fell from her lips as her essence rained down on my tongue.

"I missed the taste of you, baby," I admitted as I continued to lick up her juices.

She pushed my head further into her as she came again.

After she blessed me the second time, I came up and kissed her.

"I can't lose you, Carsyn," I expressed as I entered her.

She closed her eyes and wrapped her arms around my neck.

"Look at me, Carsyn. I can't lose you, baby." I couldn't stop the tear that dropped from my eye. I had to reiterate it because I meant it.

Carsyn cupped both sides of my face. "I'm not going anywhere, Noah." She caught the second tear that had fallen.

She pulled my face to hers and kissed me. My heart pounded in my chest.

Carsyn's back arched, and she moaned when I hit a spot deep inside of her.

"You are my world, Care Bear. You were put here on Earth just for me." I slowly moved in and out of her. This moment couldn't be rushed.

Carsyn gave up trying to catch my tears because they kept falling. I kissed away the tears that fell from her eyes. She didn't say anything, but she didn't have to. I didn't want her to either. The sound of her voice alone would send me over the edge.

It didn't take long for her to cum again. I gave her long, deep, and slow strokes. I needed her to cum multiple times, and she did. It wasn't until I felt as though she had enough, that I finallycame. It was hard as hell holding out, but I managed. When we were done, we curled up with each other and fell asleep.

I twistedmy wedding band as I watched the scenery pass by. Noah's hand rested on my knee as he drove. Nia was in the back seat, sleeping after we'd taken her to the park for a while.

"Are you nervous?" Noah asked.

"I am. I'm not sure why, though."

"Because it's something new, and we don't know how things will turn out. I think it will be good, though, no matter what." He gently squeezed my knee.

It was my first day of therapy, and I was nervous. I didn't know if it would trigger certain emotions or show me things that I didn't want to see about myself or my marriage. I prayed it didn't make me question anything about him because things had been going well.

"You're right. What are you guys going to do while I'm in there?" I turned in my seat to check on Nia. I smiled at her sucking her thumb. She let me put two pigtails in her hair before we left the house, but she played so hard at the park that one had come out. Since she was fussy, I left it alone. She fell asleep on Noah's shoulder before we even got back to the car.

"We'll probably pick up some food. I don't want to wake her up too early and she be cranky. I did order some stuff from the store that I could pick up since I can do curbside. Either way, we'll be here when you come out. If you need me to pick you up before the hour is up, let me know. We won't be far," Noah said as we arrived at the office building. "Hey." Noah put his hand on top of mine, which was still twiddling my ring, and then used his other hand to lift my chin. "You will be fine. You are strong. When you are done, we can talk about it if you want to."

"Okay. I'll see you guys in an hour," I told him as I unfastened my seat belt.

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