“No.”

I blink, my mouth dropping open as I stare at him.

“What?”

“You’re not number two.”

“I…Why didn’t you say anything?”

“I…” He doesn’t finish his sentence.

Pink stains his cheeks, and I fill in the rest. He was embarrassed. I get it. I was embarrassed to tell him that I was a virgin, too.

“I wish you’d told me,” I whisper.

He swallows hard.

“Can I?” I ask, nodding toward his groin.

He frowns, studying me for a moment.

I take his silence as a yes. Leaning forward, I kiss his chest as I push his shoulder and roll him onto his back.

I shuffle awkwardly on my knees until I reach his thighs and settle between them.

“Think I might need to work on being sexy,” I mumble self-consciously.

He shakes his head. “You’re nailing it.”

I decide to believe him. It’s good for my ego.

He’s rock-hard, and I haven’t touched him yet. I smirk up at him, keeping my eyes on his as I wrap my fingers around his length and squeeze slightly. His hips buck forward in response, and my confidence grows.

I might not know what I’m doing, but that doesn’t seem to bother Meyer.

I lick my lips and lean forward to take the tip of his cock into my mouth. My tongue swirls over the head, and he curses creatively. I can taste both of our releases on his dick and moan as I take more of him into my mouth.

His thighs shake against my sides. “Fucking hell, Sugar. You know how hot you look with my cock stuffing your mouth.

I moan around him, and his hands fist in the sheets.

I love seeing him like this. So vulnerable and out of control. And it’s all because of me.

My heart swells as I take him in, and I feel it happen.

I’m falling for him.

He’s grumpy and quiet and so closed off, but I love him.

I love how patient he is with me. I love how he makes me feel, how he looks at me and takes care of me.

Now it’s my turn to take care of him.

I try to pour all my feelings into our lovemaking as I suck harder on his cock.

He’s big, and I can’t fit all of him in my mouth, so I use my hand on the remaining inches.

“Sugar…Jade. I’m close. I…You don’t have to swallow.”