Fuck.
But surely I'd have heardsomething, if she's still here, or if someone got her. She'd scream, I'm almost positive.
I move for the door, which is, of course, unlocked. I shake my head at my stupidity.Idiot.Exiting the room, I lock it, and then head downstairs to the guest room, making up a plan in my head as I go.
I smell like perfume and alcohol, but I don’t have the time to take a shower right now. I went to her bed smelling like that, I realize. I cut the feeling of remorse that starts to creep into my mind. It's for the best.
Do I tell Frank about this? I bet Stevie will have a field day with his I-told-you-so. But I have to say something. Maybe I can say it's done? Then I can find her, and... and what? Kill her? Yes, because she's a weakness. And I have a duty to my family. And I'll finally be free of this pathetic... thing in my head.
I laugh at myself. Yup, pathetic.
I catch my reflection in the mirror as I pass it. I get a flash of memory of being slapped across the face. Well, that answers the question of how she felt about me coming to her bed last night.
I put on the first shirt and jeans that I spot. Then I go downstairs to my uncle's study. I can't hide this from him. I guess I’ll just have to suck it up, proving to everyone I’m a failure.
The voices get louder as I descend the stairs, a fear creeping up my spine. I don't know what's going on, but it doesn't look good. There are at least five men in front of Frank’s study, all listening in, trying not to be obvious. They part as I pass. It's completely ridiculous. I knock on his door, and one of them, Jake, I think, opens it for me.
Stevie turns around when I enter, giving me a sneer when I eye the angry red scratch across his cheek. “There he is.”
“What's going on?” I ask.
“Your girl escaped last night,” Stevie replies, and I don't miss the implication in his words. But I don't react to it either.
“What do you mean escaped?” I ask, though secretly I'm relieved. “Wasn’t anyone on watch?”
Frank's eyes lock onto mine. “Well, yes, she tried to escape.’
I move closer to them, making sure I don't change my demeanor and give anything away. She didn't escape. To say a chill runs through me is an understatement. Someone got her. And all because I was careless.
And as I stand in front of Frank's desk, a whimper in the back of the room catches my attention. Frank and Stevie are lookingat me, their gazes burning holes through my head, gauging my reaction. I don't turn around even though I want to. I should see the consequences of what I did. But damage control is more important right now. If I turn around, I give them what they want.
“Stevie was there,” my uncle finally says. A surge of pride goes through me because the scratch on his cheek has a whole new meaning now.
“Yeah, I was there,” Stevie says, looking over my shoulder.Don't turn around.
“You've been careless, Devon. She stole the key from Hayley,” Frank adds.
At this I do turn around, curious because we both know that's not the truth. I find her sitting in the corner, her hands bound with duct tape. There are cuts all over her feet. Her shirt is torn, exposing her bra and all the way down to her navel. Her bottom lip is bloodied and swollen, her hair a tangled mess.
I relax my fist, the exact opposite of what I really want to do. I mask my expression, even though her eyes are pleading with me. Her face crumples when she sees me shutting off, and I wish more than anything I could go to her and tell her it's all a show. I turn back to Stevie and Frank instead, mask in place.
“Marky got carried away,” Stevie says, shrugging nonchalantly. Idiot. When all of this is over, however it ends, I'll make sure he dies the worst death possible.
I nod in approval. “Good, that should teach her.”
“She's becoming a problem, Devon,” Frank says.
“I'll make sure it doesn't happen again.”
“No, I want her gone. I'll have one of my guys do it.”
I look at him, stunned. “If she turns up dead it's practically a red flag for Keith,” I say, keeping my tone even, controlled. “We've come so far. Do we want to fuck it all up now?”
He folds his arms over his chest, raising his eyebrows. I don't think I've ever defied him before. “Don't worry; he'll make sure she doesn't turn up dead. He'll make sure she doesn't turn up, period.”
“Can you even do it?” This from Stevie. “Or are you going all soft because she's a fine piece of meat? Can't say I blame you, after last night.” My eyes flash, a terrifying thought crossing my mind. Would Marky getthatcarried away? Did Stevie do something to her? “She fought like a little beast, the spitfire. Must be a pleasure to have that pinned beneath you, all pliant and submissive,” Stevie finishes, licking his lips, and adjusting himself.
If I don't leave the room right now, I'll just kill him on the spot.