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“What?It’s fine.I’m okay with the pain.”I’m desperate to reassure him.

“It’s not that.I don’t have protection.”Is gritted out as he turns away.

The lie is out before I think about it.“I’m on the pill.”

His black eyes swing back to me.“How are you on the pill if you’ve never?—”

Since it’s the truth, I don’t hesitate.“Because it’s about more than birth control.I started taking it when I first went to school for that.In case I found someone…you know.But then I went off it.”When I knew if I couldn’t have Gaetano, I didn’t want anyone.“I realized it helped with my periods not being so heavy.So I kept taking it.”

He doesn’t have to know I refilled it, but I stopped taking it almost by accident when I forgot to pack it for my trip to Rome and haven’t taken it since.I’ll start taking them again.I swear, but if he stops now, I’m going to die.

ChapterNineteen

Gaetano

This is wrong.So fucking wrong.I’m going to hell if I get back on that bed—a hell Sandro will gladly send me to.But I’m already in hell at the thought of walking away from her.

Gorgeous.So damn beautiful she makes every inch of me ache with need to touch her.The changes from three years ago to now are numerous.Even the taste of her cunt is different.None are more important than that she’s finally a woman.A woman with needs and demands, my woman is greedy for me, and walking away from her will happen—it has to.But not now.I’m a weak fucker.

She’s on her knees, reaching for me.I catch her around her throat and bring her up to my mouth.The witch learns fast.Her first kiss was all hunger without a hint of knowledge, and it made me feel like a bastard.

I had no damn right to be grateful no other man had touched her.I’ve never been with a virgin—never wanted to be with a virgin.Virgins always thought the first time they had sex was some magical, meaningful thing filled with love.Except it wasn’t, it was messy and painful, and there’s no getting around that.She deserved better than me, but it was too late now because I can’t walk away.For tonight, I’m hers, and she was mine.

I put her back on the bed, grabbing her hands as they attempt to yank off my boxers.“No, angel, I need as much help as possible to not come before you.”

The blush that sweeps over her beautiful face and down to her luscious breasts is fucking adorable.Grasping both wrists in one hand, I press them up over her head, loving the way she is open and on display for me.“You are so damn gorgeous I swear I could come just looking at you.”

“Gaetano.”She whimpers as her hips undulate in invitation.

Sucking deep on her neck at the place where her heart is pounding beneath silky soft skin, I’m leaving a mark, and it fills me with satisfaction.Everyone who sees her will be aware she belongs to someone—me.Kissing down to her breasts, I capture a dusky cherry nipple and suckle deep.Her little pants and moans from deep in her throat tell me how much she loves this.Good, because I love it more.

Christ.My cock is begging to be inside her almost as much as she is.Except I can’t rush this.The last thing I want is to hurt her, and with my cock as thick and long as it is, if I don’t prepare her perfectly—I will.

Kissing my way down her body, she widens her legs in a clear invitation for me to settle between them.The sight of her juice coating her lips and dripping down to her ass has my cock jumping.Delicious.More intoxicating than any drug I’ve ever tried.I could become addicted to this—her—all too easily.

I’m not proud of the way I fall on her, needing to consume every last drop of her desire.Gone is all skill and patience, I’m greedy and desperate.Sucking deep on her swollen outer lips as I fuck my tongue into her is not enough.Every inch, I need to discover every last inch of her, and have her begging and shivering beneath my mouth.

Her hips are coming off the bed as she whispers my name in a chant.I send two fingers inside her, watching her for how well she can take them.My poor baby, despite widening her thighs, those fingers cause her discomfort.Her pussy walls are contracting around my fingers.Both inviting them in and trying to keep them out.I suck on her hard clit as I fuck her with my fingers, sending her into an orgasm that has her screaming my name.

I keep pumping my fingers, not stopping through her orgasm, and I’m rewarded by their ability to go deeper inside her tight channel.“Gaetano, please.I want you, not your fingers.”

Hell no.If she can form words, then she’s not out of her mind enough to take my cock.There we go, she’s fucking me back, her hips seeking more of my fingers inside her.This time the orgasm as I suckle at her clit is a small shimmering one, but it’s exactly what I want—her whole body goes limp as the waves of pleasure wash over her.

I’m up between her thighs, grasping my cock in one hand as it jumps to be inside her.I run the head along her weeping slit and fight not to collapse on her from how good it feels to coat my cock with her juice.Pressing into her sends her head back, and her eyes close.

“Open your eyes, angel.Who is inside you right now?”

Blue sparkles up at me.“You, Gaetano.Finally, where I’ve dreamed of you for so long, I don’t remember what came before you.”

I give her a few more inches, sliding into her tight channel.She gasps in pain.I’m trying not to come from the way her pussy is contracting around the head of my cock.Christ.No fucking way am I coming without her and so damn fast.

“You can take me.Yes, you can.”I send my thumb over her clit, and it earns me another inch.“So good.You’re my good girl, and I’m so proud of you for taking my cock.Just a little more.”

She moans as her hips undulate.“More, yes.I can take more.I want more of you.I want all of you.”

Perfect.“It’s going to hurt, baby.I’m sorry.”

“I know, but it will hurt more if you don’t.Fuck me, Gaetano.Please fuck me.”

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