I don’t deserve her in my bed fighting for me.For the both of us.I can’t deny her anything, not a fucking thing in this world that she wants.This woman is mine.She wants to be mine.I just have to figure out how the hell to do this without getting killed.
“Are you going to stand there all night staring at me?”It’s a taunt as she runs
her hand over a plump breast with the nipple hard, begging for me to suck it.I give in.There’s nothing left to say.I begin undressing and love the way she doesn’t take her eyes off me, the way her little pink tongue eases out to lick her lips as she watches me.
This is what I’ve dreamed of for so long, her giving herself to me, needing me as much as I need her.Her hands go up over her head, submitting to anything I desire.It’s going to be a long night, because I desire everything from her, every fucking thing from the air in her lungs to the pussy soaking wet for me when I haven’t even touched her.
Tonight, I’m going to do everything to her that I’ve dreamed of for so long.I’ll accept that the reality is more amazing than the fantasy.Because it’s real, because she’s reaching for me, because her pussy is so wet at merely the thought of me her juice is seeping out of her.
“I’m going to need your help.I need your mouth on my cock so I can come.Can you do that, angel?”I groan as I pull my boxers down with my pants.
My cock is bobbing in front of her, but she’s not afraid of how long and thick it is.She’s not timid.This woman is greedy.Her little tongue plays over my cock, tasting every inch, licking me from the base to the tip.She’s learning me until I wonder if I’m going to last another second, which won’t do.
“That’s my good girl.So good.Too good.Have you ever done this with anyone before?”I work to keep the words calm, even if it’s the last thing I’m feeling.
She shakes her head and is able to get four inches of me into her mouth.A glow appears somewhere in the middle of my chest at the way she’s trying so hard to please me.Perfect.How the fuck could any one person be so damned perfect for me?
“I watched a lot of porn.You’re also going to be very glad I read those romances—some of them are basically porn in disguise.”Her grin is wicked.
I exhale a laugh as I wonder what fucking videos she watched.“That’s it, angel, squeeze harder.Squeeze my cock harder.”
My hands are in her hair, fucking her mouth on my cock.I’m on the verge of coming.I warn her.I want her to swallow.I want her to want to swallow, but I’m not going to make her.She grips my cock tighter and sucks.I explode inside her mouth.
I’m fighting for air in my lungs as I watch her press a kiss to the tip of my cock.What she does to me—I wish I understood why she has my knees so weak, I nearly fall on her.
I find a spot behind her ear that has her panting, and when I nip at the soft skin of her ear, she moans my name.I taste her all the way down to her breast, so fucking amazing.Nothing in the world should be this perfect, this sweet and delicious.
Her little moans fill the air and has my cock harder, desperate to be inside her, but no.Three times I've been inside her and I didn't get near to what I wanted.I wanted to taste every inch of her skin so that I know what makes her tremble, what makes her weak, what has her whispering my name in need.
Thank fuck she sucked my cock, because there's no way I would have made it without embarrassing myself.Over the next hour, I learn it all.I run my tongue over the little indent at her hip.I inhale her scent into my lungs and hold my breath, desperate to keep her in my body for as long as possible.I taste her sweet pussy.Slurping at her sweet nectar, to have her come slide down my mouth, frothy and rich.I taste her through one orgasm and then another.
Finally, my cock can take no more and demands to be inside her.She opens her knees wider for me, and I settle in between them.My cock sinks into her sweet pussy.This time, there's no resistance.Her pussy molds to my cock with every thrust inside her.So good, nothing has felt this good in my whole life.Her pussy grips my cock and I fight not to pass out.I send my thumb over her clitoris and feel her orgasm fluttering around my cock.I’m right with her as I come, thanking god I don’t have to wear a condom.
I awaken embarrassed I didn’t have the strength not to fall asleep on her.Once again, she locks her legs around my waist as I try to roll off her.“Angel, I'm too heavy for you.”
“No, you aren't.I love it so much.Please,” she begs.
Fuck.I roll onto my back, keeping me inside her.It’s only seconds before I slip into sleep, replete and content in a way I’ve never been.All because I’m falling asleep inside Bianca with her sweet body on mine.
I am really fucked when it comes to this woman because it happens again and again.Three nights in a row, she comes to me.I can't deny her.It’s fucking pathetic.
On the fourth morning, I’m woken by a phone call.It's Sandro.He wants me to keep an eye on the cocaine shipment we're getting in today, especially with what happened last time.I agree and exhale when he ends the call.
Bianca’s hand runs over my thigh.“Need help in the shower?”
I shake my head.“This is it.That was the last time.We can’t keep doing this, Bianca.”
Rolling her eyes, she pushes up and shakes her head.“You say one thing, only to do another.”
“What if he had been at my door?”
I’m fighting to keep my temper when she gets off the bed and begins getting dressed.“I would have stayed in here while you talked to him.Then, like I have for the last few days, I go up when he’s gone.He’s hardly going to push his way into your bedroom for fucks sake.You’re so dramatic sometimes, it’s annoying as fuck.”
“Excuse me for giving a shit if I live or die.”
“There is a way for you to live.You’re just refusing to see it.”She throws the words at me as she leaves my room with the slam of a door.
Why the fuck is she mad at me?I’m trying to do the right thing, damn it.