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“What if itwassomething else? It’s not a big deal.”

Thrusting my fingers through my hair, I blew out a breath. “You should have told me.”

“You didn’t ask.”

“Are you serious right now?”

“Jackal, it’s not a big deal. It’s not some special thing I was saving for my one true love. It just didn’t happen yet. And now it has.”

I stepped into the small bathroom and grasped her shoulders. “Lil Bird, that’s something you tell the man you’re giving it to.”

“I didn’tgiveit to you. It’s not a piece of gum. Seriously, why are you making this weird?”

“You made it weird when you didn’t say shit about it then ran to the bathroom!” Sighing, I said, “I’m sorry. I shouldn’t get loud. But goddamn, Shivana. You’re thirty years old. If I’d known–”

“What? You wouldn’t have done it? You don’t want to sully me? Let it go. It’s really not a big deal. I don’t expect anything from you. You can continue on with your normal life. I mean, it would’ve been cool if we could have done that again a few times but if you’re gonna act all crazy maybe it’s best we don’t,” shesaid as she pushed me out of the way and started collecting her clothes from the floor.

I grabbed her and put her on the bed, sitting with the comforter still around her. “I didn’t say you were sullied, but to most women that’s a big deal. I thought you were experienced. I would never take advantage of someone.”

She rolled her eyes. “Do you even know what that means? I said ‘yes, hell yes’ if I remember. I was more than ready and willing.”

Kneeling down, I looked up at her. “Why? Why were you pushing so hard for this if you’d never done it before?”

“I thought you would be able to show me a good time. I didn’t need it to be special, I just needed it to be good.”

My brows shot up. “So you thought I’d be a good lay, is that it?”

She shrugged again, smirking.

“Well, I hope I lived up to your expectations.” I stood up, running my hand down my face.

I was pacing, trying to figure out how I felt about this, when I heard her move from the bed. When I turned, she was finding all of the clothes she hadn’t already grabbed.

“What do you think you’re doing?”

“I should probably go.”

“Oh no,” I said, grabbing her and yanking the blanket off. “You wanted me, Lil Bird. You got me now.”

Chapter 16

Shivana

My eyes felt like lead, but they blinked until finally opening fully. I started to straighten my leg for a stretch, but I stopped once my pussy felt like something was pinching inside. Even when I halted all movement, a dull ache pulsed within, and the inside of my thighs burned. Even my boobs were sore.

Speaking of boobs, a huge hand had one cupped and warm breath danced over my bare shoulder. All of me was bare in fact, and a hot and rigid cock was pressed firmly against my ass. I must have been a complete masochist because even with all the pain, I wanted more.

As if my loud thoughts awakened him, the large hand moved from its spot, down my belly, then between my legs.

I hissed and his hand stopped moving, but I wiggled my ass into him. “More.”

His gravelly voice was in my ear. “Needy Lil Bird.” But heproceeded to drag wetness from my opening to my clit, rolling his fingers in perfect circles.

Reaching over, I dug into the drawer I had discovered held the condoms and pulled one out.

His chest rumbled against me, but he took it from my hand and briefly stopped his ministrations. His hand lifted my top leg and he slipped inside, sending a gasp from my mouth.

“You okay, Lil Bird?” he asked softly.

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