“I need to see her,” I say, my own voice raw, stripped of the usual arrogance. “Please.”
She hesitates for a moment, then nods, stepping aside to let me in.
The apartment is… just as I remember it, that first time I stepped back into Sabrina’s life. It’s cozy. Lived-in. Toys are scattered across the floor. The air smells faintly of baby powder and something sweet, like vanilla.
It’s a world away from my penthouse. It feels… alive.
And more like ahome.
Then I see her. Mia. My daughter. She’s in a playpen in the corner of the living room, babbling happily as she tries to stuff a plush giraffe into her mouth.
She looks up as I enter, her startlingly green eyes,myeyes, widening in recognition. A gummy grin spreads across her face.
And something inside me, something I didn’t even know was still capable of feeling, just… breaks.
The carefully constructed walls, the layers of cynicism and bravado I’ve spent a lifetime building… they crumble.
I cross the room in four quick strides, ignoring the protest from my leg, and scoop her up, holding her close.
Her tiny body is warm, solid, real. She smells beautiful.
I bury my face in her soft curls, trying my hardest not to fucking cry in front of her grandmother.
“Hey, Killer,” I whisper, my voice choked. “Hey, baby girl.”
Mia giggles, patting my cheek with a sticky hand. And in that moment, surrounded by thecomforting chaos of Sabrina’s life, holding my daughter in my arms, I know, with an absolute, bone-deep certainty, that I made the right choice.
I set Mia gently back in her playpen, my hands trembling slightly.
Diane is watching me, a small, almost imperceptible smile playing on her lips.
“Sabrina’s in her office,” she says quietly, gesturing towards a closed door at the end of the hallway. “Her bedroom, actually. It’s… been a long day.”
I turn, heading toward that door.
But then her mother speaks again.
“It must have been hard,” Diane says gently. “What you did today, I mean. At the press conference.”
I glance over my shoulder at her and manage a wry smile. “Harder than jumping off a mountain, maybe. But also… easier. Because honestly, it was the easiest goddamn decision I’ve ever made, Ms. Taylor. Once I finally pulled my head out of my ass.”
She nods slowly, a flicker of amusement in her eyes. “Go talk to her. She needs to hear that.”
I walk down the short hallway, my heart hammering against my ribs.
Shit shit shit.
I can do this.
This feels more terrifying than facing down a hostile boardroom or threading the needle through Viper’s Tooth with a crosswind trying to tear my suit apart.
I knock twice. Gently.
Sabrina’s tired voice answers. “Come in.”
I find her hunched over her laptop, surrounded by stacks of files and empty coffee mugs. Her makeshift home office. She looks exhausted but beautiful, herdark curls pulled back in a messy ponytail. She doesn’t look up when I enter.
“Sabrina,” I say, my voice softer than I intend.