“Always.”
“So . . . what are you doing?”
She sighs. “Being stupid, I guess.”
“You really can’t take more than two days by yourself,” I say.
She shakes her head. “I know. That seems to be my limit.”
I lift my shoulder briefly, wondering if I should say what my mouth wants to say right now. I decide to just go for it.
“You know, you could just come here at night, and we could hang out, sometimes . . . when you’re bored, that is. If you want to, or you know . . . whatever.”
Right. Really smooth, Briggs. I mess with my glasses, pushing the bottom of the frames up with the back of my finger.
“Actually,” she says. “I was thinking that . . . I mean if you’re still up for it, that maybe . . . we could do your summer plan?”
I rear my head back, confused. “But what about—”
“I know,” she says, holding up a hand. “I know what I said, and it’s probably a very bad idea, but I can’t do it. I can’t stay in that room. I feel like I’d rather risk it than lose my mind at the resort. And I am . . . losing my mind. We can be careful, right?”
“Of course,” I tell her, having already worked out some ideas, even though at the time it felt fruitless. I give her a grin that she returns. “Let’s do all the summer stuff.”
“Really?” she asks, her eyes doing a sort of twinkling thing.
Did she really think I’d turn her down?
I grab my phone out of my back pocket and pull up my notes app. I was bored myself yesterday, what with not working at the bookshop and also not having a five-foot-nothing famous actress keeping me company.
“What’s that?” Her eyes go from my phone to me.
“I made a list of things to do.”
“You . . . made a list?”
I give her my best sheepish smile. “I figured it could end up being useful.”
“You assumed I wouldn’t be able to stay at the resort, didn’t you?”
“No,” I say, pushing my glasses up my nose with a finger. “Of course not. I made it just in case.”
Her mouth pulls up into a full smile, and it’s pretty dazzling.
“What’s on it?” She tries to peek at my phone, but I hold it away from her.
“It’s a surprise,” I say. It’s not a surprise, but it feels sort of vulnerable to let her look at the list I made. What if she hates it? What if it’s stupid?
“I love surprises,” she says.
“Good,” I tell her. “Because that’s why . . . I mean that’s what it’s going to be. A surprise.” Great. I’m fumbling over my words again.
“So, what should we do tonight? Can we knock something off the list?” She points to the phone in my hand.
I scan my screen to see what we could do this evening before remembering that I already have plans. “Oh crap,” I say, shaking my head and briefly looking up at the ceiling. “I have dinner with my sister and my mom. But I can cancel it.”
“No,” she says as I start to pull up my mom’s number. “Do you think . . . would they . . . would they care if I came with you?”
I stare at her, unsure I heard her right. She fumbles with the drawstrings on her hoodie, and I put the phone in my back pocket, which begins to vibrate as soon as I do, but I ignore it.