Page 35 of I'm Not Your Pet

I blinked, head swimming as I thought about Huu-goh again for what felt like the hundredth time that day. I nodded, mouth suddenly dry.

“He’s small, so I’d be careful with his ass,” Mala spoke clinically, and I had to bite back my growl. He was helping me—but it still made me uncomfortable that he was thinking about my mate this way. “Start with a little tendril. Work your way up.” Mala hummed thoughtfully, and I memorized everything he was saying, grateful that I hadn’t had to ask for this even though it was mortifying to get such details from someone I considered a dear friend. “Lubrication will be your best friend.”

I nodded, wishing I had my HoverPad to take notes.

“Try your tongue first. You can lick his cocks?—”

“Cock,” I corrected, then immediately wished I hadn’t.

“Cock,” Mala laughed, shaking his head at me. He sounded vaguely curious, but because he was a good person, did not push. “Lick his cock. Test things out. Go slow—give him plenty of time to tell you when he likes something and when he doesn’t. Pay attention to him. And have fun.”

I nodded again, head swimming.

“You can communicate a little, right? I’ve seen it.”

Again, I nodded.

“Use that to your advantage.”

In a daze, I headed back to our shared room, a plate of breakfast in each hand as I imagined what would await me there. As I’d prepared the food, I’d let my mind wander. I’d replayed my conversation with Mala over and over. And been more than a little distracted when Ushuu had greeted me in the hallway on my way out the door of the mess hall. His slightly weatheredface had crinkled in curiosity, head tilted to the side—but I didn’t have the extra bandwidth to speak to him after I’d been ignoring him all month.

I felt bad about that, I truly did.

But so much had been going on that I just…didn’t know how to tell him about it.

As I hit the code into the keypad, all thoughts of my mentor and my inadequacies fled. Instead, excitement buzzed beneath my surface. The door swung open a few inches, and I paused, eyes drifting shut as pleasant thoughts plagued me all over again.

Tonight, when Huu-goh got up to his mischief…yes.

Tonight.

I would play with him again.

I would be gentle as Mala suggested. It didn’t matter that I’d never done this before. Or that I’d never wanted to. Because I wanted this with Huu-goh. And clearly, he wanted it too. It was easier to feel relieved now that I’d spoken to Mala candidly about sex.

Apparently all I’d needed was support.

Now my fantasies ran rampant.

My pulse thrummed and I forced back the growl that threatened to erupt at the thought of mounting Huu-goh. I was certain he’d be warmer inside and I couldn’t wait to test that theory. I wanted to see his cock without the pesky cloth hiding it. I wanted to watch his eyes roll back and his tongue curl again.

I wanted to taste the secret skin between his ass cheeks, and lick the succulent sweat from his balls and groin. Inhale him like the treasure he was, till he became my little beast again and took what he wanted from me.

I had never been this aroused in all my life.

My red spots betrayed me, and I couldn’t even bring myself to care as I pushed open the door the rest of the way and my—no, our—bedroom came into focus. I was unsurprised to find Huu-goh awake and waiting patiently in the center of our bed for my return. His skin was flushed, his eyes darker than normal. There was a bulge in his sleep pants, his sweet—singular—dick pressing insistently against the fabric, full and thick, but so much smaller than my own.

“Fuuhd?” he asked, perking up, his tongue flickering out to wet his lower lip.

I nodded in agreement, biting back a groan as Huu-goh shifted to his knees. My cocks pulsed as he crawled across the surface of the mattress toward the edge so he could climb off. I wished I could see the view from behind. See the way his lithe thighs flexed and his ass jiggled.

It was like something ravenous had awoken inside me.

Saliva filled my mouth, a desperate need to fuck making my hands shake as I crossed the distance between us at a glacial pace and handed him his plate.

Don’t scare him,I reprimanded myself.

Tonight you can have him.

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