“Whatever it is you want to say, say it.” His voice is gentle as he speaks to me, and I look into his gaze. The blue flecks within his eyes shine bright in excitement, and I know I have him.
“You said reading is a privilege, and I would have to earn that, and you said that if I... give in, you will teach me your language,” I whisper.
Remus’s gaze darkens, and he steps closer to me. “Oh?”
I slowly nod my head, my mind swirling with doubt. I don’t know why I thought I could do this. I can’t. Remus is terrifying. And I have his full attention.
“I... want to learn. I want to... earn it,” I whisper. My eyes are wide, and my heart is hammering against my chest as I stare at the ground in terror. Remus chuckles above me, probably listening to my heartbeat.
“Iris... your heart is beating so fast,” he muses. His heat slowly engulfs me as he steps in closer, suffocating me with his scent.
“How do you plan on earning the privilege of reading from me?” he purrs.
I force my mind to go blank as I raise up on my toes, pressing my lips against his. Instead of pushing me away, Remus wraps his hands around my waist, pulling me flush against his body. I feel the rigid press of his erection against my belly, and before I know it, we’re both on the bed. Remus straddles me as he kisses me with an intensity that swallows my thoughts. It takes all of my willpower to remain focused on the task. I have to earn it. Remus snakes hishand down the front of my dress, dipping his finger inside my panties. He finds my clit and begins rubbing just before dipping inside of me.
With Remus, all it takes is a kiss, and my body is calling for him, so he slips in easily, my sex already throbbing with desire only he can quell. Remus pushes his tongue in my mouth, deepening the kiss, and I wrap my arms around his neck, pulling him in close to me. I make sure to press my breasts against his chest, rubbing my body against his.
I have to become the minx he sees me as.
I use the weight of my body to flip us over so that I’m on top, and for some reason, Remus lets me. I place my hands on his chest to steady myself, my sex pressing against the front of his pants. It takes all of my strength not to grind myself against him to find my release. I recall Remus’s directions when he first showed me what lust was, and I slowly move down his body to the apex of his thighs. My fingers are shaking as I reach for the foreign material of his pants, pulling at the top until it releases with a faint “pop.”
I push the fabric away, pulling Remus’s erect cock free. My eyes widen as I take in his sheer size and length in my palm. I lightly tighten my grip, running my thumb over the tip that has already begun to seep with a sticky liquid.
“Iris, what are you doing?” Remus’s voice sounds strained as he speaks, and when I look at him, his expression is, for once, not guarded as he watches me. His eyes burn bright with excitement. I lean in closer to his cock, licking the tip slightly, earning a shudder from Remus.
“I’m earning it,” I whisper before pulling him between my lips. I have to stretch my jaw just to take him in full, my mouth aching as I take him into my throat. He’s trembling beneath as I find a rhythm, mimicking the way he fucks me with my mouth. When I reach the tip, I use my tongue to swirl over before taking him into my throat again. I feel complete control when I hear him groan beneath me. I feel powerful at this moment. The most powerful being in the world, and I have him just by pulling him between my lips.
Remus has me up, my clothes in tatters around us as his lips capture mine. His thumb runs over my breasts, and he squeezes them lightly, earning a gasp of pleasure from me. I almost give in to the growing ache between my legs and let him have his way, but I can’t. I have to ensure victory. I press my hands against his chest, rising up on my knees. I make sure to keep kissing him as I switch our positions, with him lying on the bed as I straddle him with my naked body. I slowly rise up over him, meeting his gaze as I hold his rigid length in my hand, angling him toward my opening.
His lips curl in amusement as I lower myself onto his cock. The tip pushes past my opening, stretching me uncomfortably, and I cry out softly from the fullness of this position. I let gravity take me as I fully sheath him inside of me, my eyes focusing on his.
He laughs softly, his hands wrapping around my waist as he steadies me.
“Is this you earning it, Pet?” His voice is like silk, adding to my arousal. He thrusts, and I cry out from the weight of pleasure. I squeeze my eyes shut as I grab ahold of his hands, pulling themover his head to entwine our fingers. I open my eyes, my lips inches above his, making sure I look into his gaze.
I move my body, lifting before sliding back down atop him. The penetration from this angle is deep, and I feel him stroking me in places I never thought possible to reach. I feel my clit throbbing as I grind my pelvis against his, adding to my pleasure. The more I ride him at this angle, the more control I have over my own body. My own orgasm. I can feel it building as I speed up my rhythm.
I look Remus in the eyes and can see his usual control slipping as he stares back. His lips are set in line as he stares at me in complete fascination. I lean back, placing my hands against his thighs to steady myself as I move up and down on his shaft. I toss my head back, feeling my short hair tickle my upper back as pleasure rockets through me. My cries fill the room.
I feel not only in complete control but free. Remus’s hands grip my waist, and for once, I hear his moans, too.
I have him.
I lean forward, looking him in his eyes to use his pleasure against him, the same way he does to me all the time.
“Will you teach me?” I ask. His gaze narrows, and he searches my face. I slow down my rhythm, slowly lifting before grinding myself against him. He trembles in pleasure, a smirk playing at his lips as he reaches up, gripping my face. He licks my bottom lip, his thumb holding my face steady as he growls his answer.
“Okay.”
With that one word, my control is gone. He places his forehead against mine, his free hand gripping my waist as he thrusts intome from below. I cry out in pleasure from each stroke he gives, climbing closer and closer to my climax. My body seizes up, and my orgasm washes over me. I open my mouth, ready to let my screams echo off the wall, but Remus’s lips close around mine, swallowing my moans. My inner walls spasm around his thrusting length, clutching at his shaft as I shake atop him. I finally come down from my high, my body covered in sweat as I sag against his chest. He chuckles softly beneath me, and it takes me a moment to realize that he didn’t climax.
He flips us so that he is behind me as he presses me into the headboard of the bed, entering me roughly from behind. His lips press against my ear as he whispers his intent.
“We aren’t finished yet.”
Chapter Seventeen
Iris