Page 33 of Dark Seduction

“When did I have the time to explain anything to you. We met, stayed in bed and my playroom, and when you were to move in with me, you left me and here you are two years later, and I was happy to see you. Don’t you know it was you who brought that person to my doorstep into our lives,” I tried to explain.

There was a quiet in the room I’d never felt before with Cole. Nothing could come between us not even the years we’d been apart, but a misguided young man, a former lover, and Cole’s job. It had been those things in a short time that had torn us apart and I was determined to not let that break our relationship, because I needed Cole and the idea that he would return to me, made it clear he needed me too.

“Do what you need to make you feel better. Open me up and use whatever instruments it takes to satisfy your pain. But know that I have pain too. I have the pain of you leaving me and Sam—” I said, “—and now you want to leave me again, over what?”

He dismissed everything I’d said.

“Get on your knees,” Cole insisted. I was obligated to do what he wanted and if I didn’t want or liked what he did I would have my safe word, but I was in too much pain myself to even use it. I craved the pain of him inside of me whether he chose instruments, his cock, or his hand.

I wanted the relief of a man I loved punishing my body, than to have someone like Julian whom I thought I loved. I thought I loved Julian because I was young, and he had me believing what he did to me was love.

I had been searching for someone to love me after my mother died, and my father was nowhere around for the most part. I wanted to feel love. Real love and that was why I opened myself to being abused by a man who knew little or nothing about loving another individual.

But Cole did, and that’s why I did and would do anything he asked of me. I went to my knees. He passed his hand under my stomach, and reached for my cock and squeezed it in his large hands.

He reached for my balls and tightened his palms around them until I grunted. Cole couldn’t inflict pain on me because I’d had worse done to me by Julian. Cole was just finding his way around my body, and didn’t know to what extent I could tolerate pain. I’d learned not to resist the pain but enjoy it and find pleasure in it. And so that’s what I did.

Therefore the more he tightened his grip around my balls the more I moaned in pleasure. I knew what I was teaching him and that was to take Julian’s place when it came to my pleasures. That was why I’d begged Cole to take over my life. I had been conditioned to this, and I had been the one on the receiving end fighting it for so long. I didn’t want to be another Julian when I met Cole. And there was no way now Cole would be like Julian because Cole loved me, and wanted to protect me from others, and I felt the same about him.

“I love you, Daniel,” he said, layering kisses on my back as he jerked my cock, gripped and squeezed my balls, then bit my ass cheeks to dull the pain coming from the other parts.

“I know, baby.” And he tightened his grip and sucked on my hole. The pain from his vice-like fist had my cock full and thumping. I reached and jerked my cock enjoying the pleasure shooting through every part of me from the hair on my head, down to my chest as my nipples responded and peaked. Cole used one hand to reach my nipples and pinched one so hard I thought I’d lose my mind with desire for him.

I was breathless when all came to a stop just when I needed a release.

“Don’t pleasure yourself. That’s my job. Stop it now.” Then Cole left me lying on the bed on my knees waiting, but he returned quickly, and said, “I don’t want you to see what I’m getting ready to do to you.” He placed the blindfold over my eyes, and I heard the buzz of an instrument. I didn’t panic because I trusted him.

“Do you remember when you told me that you loved being shaved, well I’m going to shave you. There was no preparation. He opened my ass cheeks, and I felt the clippers between my ass and my cock hardened and my body trembled at the sound and feel of what Cole was doing to me.

He stopped just when I felt as if I would cum on the spot, and I panicked. Was all this just a tease before he walked out on me?” My headspace had been filled with doubts all because Cole had damaged me in some way when he disappeared from my life two years ago. The years of doubt about myself had led to this moment when I’d do anything to please him.

Then I felt a hard blistering, painful stretching of my hole. He had shoved something that felt as if it could be a dildo. I didn’t expect this. Although I’d used this on him before, I didn’t think it would be used on me. But I’d given control over to him now, and I had to accept the consequences. What he was using now had been hard andnotmalleable enough for me to enjoy the sensation. Then my body became immune to it when it vibrated inside me.

Lying exposed to whatever Cole wanted to do to me, I calmed and then it became enjoyable. I’d never been on the taking end until now, and I never considered how it would feel to Cole when I devised these playtimes that might have given me pleasure, but perhaps not Cole. I craned my head around, and knew he would be sitting there with his eyes closed, one hand on the instrument, and the other in a tight fist jerking his cock.

When my body succumbed and the enjoyment of the intrusion into my cavity became pleasurable, I reached for my length and jerked it slowly up and down. “I’m ready to cover your back with my cum are you ready for me?” Cole questioned.

Of course I was ready. If he enjoyed marking me in this manner, it turned me on as well because I never knew the extent of his dark passion. I welcomed whatever he had in-store for me in the future, because I had the darkest of passions he couldn’t even imagine.

“Do your vilest, baby. I welcome everything as long as it’s between us.”

I soon felt the warmth of liquid trickle, and then drench my back as he pushed the toy deeper inside me, touching my prostate, causing my body to tremble, my nipples to become stiff. Then the flood gates opened, and my cum fell onto the bed before Cole pulled out the toy, began massaging my ring of muscles with ointment. I remained on all fours, the soft tip of his finger tracing my hole, the cooling sensation making this experience worthwhile as the painful sensation created a desire for more.

Cole had been right. We needed a change, but it was agreed on that we would never stop using our ropes and paddles and the other toys we enjoyed.

He forbade me to take a shower because we hadn’t culminated our play session. Since Cole didn’t have to worry about Charles, and I wasn’t expected at my club until tonight, we took that time to lie in each other’s arms enjoying the quiet and the passion and happiness it appeared to bring Cole and me.

I slipped off to sleep with Cole in my arms when my phone rang startling me. I fished around for it and picked it up on the table near the bed. When I glanced over at Cole he turned his back and I smiled. I had wanted this so long. I had wanted him in bed and resting in my arms. Just to see him near me caused my mind to settle and my body to ache with desire.

“Daniel, you have to come quick.”Oh shit, what is it now?I didn’t have time for something to register when the next statement came from Jay. “The storeroom in your bar caught on fire,” Jay said in a panicked voice. I imagined it going up in flames when it reached the boxes of alcohol. I saw all my fears through those few words, and I thought my life was indeed over. How was I going to take care of Cole if he decided to leave his job?

“Where is Ryan?” I said, my voice filled with anger and dread.

“Talking to the firemen.” I thought it strange I didn’t hear Sam and baby barking.

“Never mind that now, where are my dogs?” There was a long silence, and I knew I wouldn’t like the next words, or I couldn’t handle what he was about to tell me.

“Before the firemen came, I tied them outside in the lobby,” I released the breath I held. “Because of the smoke, and I thought the fire would overtake the bar, but it was a good thing the sprinklers came on right away. I think the only thing that was burnt was the trash and some boxes and crates. The smoke did a little damage, but not much because the firemen arrived quickly and prevented what could have been a catastrophe—”

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