Page 10 of Sabastian

Chapter 5

Sabastian

Ihesitated to decideif I should reveal my identity to a stranger.Although I felt strongly attracted to this man, I didn’t know if we were compatible, because I traveled and I wouldn’t be in Houston long, Dallas would be my next stop because of the new position as a buyer and seller of men’s clothing and female purses and bags.

There I was planning my life in a few minutes of meeting the love of my life.

“Who did you think I was?”I was hoping when he gave me an answer it would be someone else.

“There’s this cute guy named Sabastian, and I subscribed to his channel.I watch him and—” I cut him off.I didn’t want him obsessing over someone over the television because that wasn’t real.I hoped he wasn’t like some of my followers, stalkers and fans.I wanted a real relationship even if it was long distance.Besides, if I was going to have this one day with him, I didn’t want him talking about this character I’d created to get views and likes and extra money.

“I’m not him.”I tried to sound convincing.“If Sabastian is who you wanted, then I suggest you send him a message by text.”I turned to walk away and he caught my arm.

“Wait a minute.And hear me out.I’m mature enough not to be swayed by a pretty face on one of those media sites.And I like this pretty face standing here in the flesh.”Yeah he was mature enough, and knew you couldn’t fuck a television.“Sit with me and have a drink.Do you drink?You refused one.Would you like anything else?”

I smirked, and thought about what I’d like.I wanted to suck his cock.I wanted him inside my hole, and as deep as he could go.I want the sex rough,I thought.Make me forget all the nights I’d slept alone and all the hard work I’d put in to become successful at being a media star.

However, I said, “I’d like a glass of wine.”

“Can I order it for you?”Did he think I didn’t know anything about wine?Well, he would be right.I knew only the cheap ones pretending to be expensive tasting.I hoped he wasn’t one of those pretentious assholes, because I’d met a few in my time, and I didn’t want to waste my time.I didn’t like wasting time on anything.

When he ordered he mentioned something about Rothchild.I’d heard it was one of the best wines, and the waiter left and returned.“Sir, we don’t carry that.Here’s the wine list.”Cameron took a few seconds, but before he could say something, I interrupted.“I’ll have what you’re having.”

“Are you sure?”I nodded and smiled.“Bring my friend a glass of Scotch on the rocks.And me another neat.”I didn’t want to ask, but I felt I could handle the Scotch with ice.

“Now tell me what do you like?”A handsome man like you, but not as mature and worldly,I thought.

“I’d like a Porsche...911”

“Is that all?”He drank his Scotch down and grinned.“Would you settle for riding in one?”

“I’m easy.I can adjust.Sure.You have one?”

“Let’s say I can get my hands on one if you want a ride.”I took a drink and the heat fell through my body like the sun at high noon.

When I glanced down I’d had two drinks and was on my way to a third.When I looked around everyone at the party had left, and that included Robby.“Excuse me, but I have to make a call,” Cameron said.I offered him a smile and took another sip.

Cameron strode back to the table after a few, but by this time I knew I’d had too much to drink.“I think both of us are too drunk to drink and drive, and if you drove here, then would you come to my suite and stay until you sober up?”

“If you’re trying to get me to spend the night with you, then you’ve succeeded.But I can’t be seen going to a room with a man.”

“Are you married?”Cameron asked.

“No.”

“Do you have a partner or boyfriend?”

“No.”I should have asked him those questions.

“Then what’s the problem?”I couldn’t answer that.“Don’t answer it.I have the room not because I anticipated you would agree to go with me, therefore if you want to come later or not at all here’s the room number and the extra key.”

He laid the key on the piano as the guy playing a love song played on.It was dark now and I didn’t know the time.Somewhere between the Scotch and looking into Cameron’s blue eyes, I’d lost sense of time and I’d lost my senses.

When Cameron stepped away I felt the void left in my life like never before.I had cut myself off from everyone with too much work and the filming and editing videos to upload on my channel each day, that I’d forgotten I should have had a life beyond that.

I glanced around, looked down at the key, and I rose from that seat I’d occupied most of the night, and found my way outside the restaurant, and into the elevator, where I had to use the key before reaching the top floor of the hotel, where there were only suites.

When the elevator opened, the hotel workers offered me some amenities which I declined except for a bottle of water.After showing them the key they brought me to the right door.“Anything else, sir.Just call and we’ll bring you the things you need.That’s why we’re here to service your needs.”

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