Page 3 of Sabastian

Chapter 2

Sabastian

“How do I look?”I saidto the camera, and to my thousands of fans after going live on my channel.I had to keep up my appearance, I told myself, passing another round of lip gloss over my lips and straightening my tee, showing off my new body.

Then the comments came in, “You look great, and I’d like to suck your cock.”That was one I was going to block.“You’re gone my friend .”I mumbled, “before I lose my channel.”

I had to stop and answer my followers, and it was a good thing this was private, or I would have been kicked out for months, and put in jail.Jail would last until I protested, but I couldn’t risk that happening now.The comments had been coming in too fast for me to answer everyone.

Some of the comments were great and others were the usual calling me names, and cursing me for being gay and too feminine.Most of the women loved me because I did a lot of unboxing of purses.The nasty comments I ignored, and blocked.

Hey, to each his own, because everyone had to live their lives as they saw fit.As long as I didn’t hurt anyone, then I was good being me.Going live today had been ill-conceived though, especially since I had a so called date.I haven’t had a date in a year since I’d met someone, and we’d come to an understanding it was best to dissolve whatever we had.I was still trying to figure that out.

Checking my phone, I had to get dressed to meet Robby at this restaurant.The minute I cut off my business iPhone, my private phone rang.

“If you want me to meet you at that restaurant, I have to film,” I notified Robby ahead of time which was more than he’d ever done for me.Robby had been my on and off again boyfriend for a mere six months.In that time we lived together, we occasionally engaged in sex because I later discovered he’d been preoccupied with two other lovers.Now it made sense and became too real when he’d show up days later smelling like a strange after shave lotion.

Thank god for condoms, and thank god for a sense of smell that would rival a wolf.It didn’t take long before I confronted him with the truth, and he chose to lie.I didn’t fault him for being deceptive, but I did fault him for the lies I caught him in.If he chose to lie, at least he should have been good at it.

Robby always asked for a favor at the most inopportune times, however, it was something about him I couldn’t get angry with him, and I continued my friendship with him way too long.He made me laugh when I felt down and because of that, I forgave him more times than I’d wanted or liked.

It was Robby and now he was insisting we Facetime now, but I didn’t have time for any small talk and answering questions that should have been answered before we unofficially dissolved our relationship as we knew it then.A relationship of him telling me untruths as he liked to call it, and coming home late.I mean, late like two days late when we were supposed to be in a committed relationship.And there he was showing up looking like something the cat dragged in.It was then I asked for my key, but somehow he managed to fenagle it from me.

“Why do you film everywhere you go?”he questioned, as if I hadn’t told him why a thousand times.I was an influencer and I owed it to my public to tell every aspect of my life if I was going to be authentic.

“I hope in some of those vlogs, you didn’t mention me.”Since I believed in being truthful I had to be with him.“On my walks, I did mention you—”

“Why would you do that, Sam?”

“It’s Sabastian and don’t call me Sam.”

“But that’s my pet name for you.”

“It sounds like a dog, and I don’t want you giving me a pet name.Don’t you have that doctor boyfriend?You can give him a pet name.”

“I call him Dr.Dreamy,” Robby said.“Everything about him is a dream.He has this cut cock you’d—"

“I’m not interested,” I said, stopping him from going into this long story.Still pissed at him, I added, “And you call me Sam when you know my name is Sabastian.”

“It’s not like that’s not part of your name.As long as you discuss me in your vlogs, I’m going to call you Sam because I think that’s a great name, Sam.”

“Well, don’t be surprised when I tell my subscribers how you fucked around on me with Dr.Dreamy.”

“You wouldn’t.”

“I would because that’s how I make my extra money, and I need extra footage.I can tell the world, you only call after your boyfriends throw you out, and you never seem to have anything including clothes.Why do you not see that coming?They lock you out without clothes when you try to pull those stunts on them that you’re notorious for pulling on me.You spend too much money, Rob, and you’re broke because your Daddies don’t want to put up with your shit, and now you wantmeto pay for the dinner and drinks.That’s the only reason you invited me out.What about your friends?I can’t pay for their food too, I hope you know, or their drinks.

“Since you’ve moved out, because you said I was always busy, but we know what the truth was and you said I never had enough money for you, and I wasn’t a Daddy.You have issues and I can’t solve your problems, and besides this apartment is too large for me to pay the rent all alone so I have to have a side hustle.I may have to move to Dallas to take another position because they’re offering me a better position with more money.”

For a few minutes the other end of the phone went quiet.I knew what that meant.His mind was trying to figure out how to ensnare me once more, but too much time had passed and now I was immune to his charms.The only reason I agreed to meet Robby at the restaurant was to get footage.

“I’m a saver,” he added, cutting through the silence and my thoughts.“I’m saving for my old age, and those Daddies as you referred to were contributing to my 401 K.”

Robby had the nerve to lie to me again, but this time it didn’t matter to me, he was someone else’s problem.If he could suck cock the way he’d done on me for a few mornings, well, I guess it was worth it to whomever he’d fooled, and good luck and good riddance to him and them.

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