I moved towards the noise—to the source of that power. It was a crazy idea, reckless. The energy screamed danger, not come closer, and when a hand clamped on my arm to turn me back, I flinched away but she held firm.
“That is not something you need to see right now. Leave him to his anger,” Alouette said. When I nodded, she let me go, eyes narrowing in judgment over whether or not I was going to listen.
As we started walking, she held out the black fabric. “Here, put this on. Who knows what he’ll do if someone catches a glimpse of you like that?” she teased.
“Thanks.” I frowned, taking the top from her and shrugging off my jacket for her to hold as I tugged it over my head to cover my ruined dress.
Had he told her to bring this?
Licks of energy continued to follow us, teasing at my hair as I re-belted my jacket and wrapped my arms around myself.
“He called you,” I said. It wasn’t a question.
“Yep,” she replied.
I cast her a sideway glance, she was taller than me but not by much. Thin and lithe, she stalked down the corridor. There was something animalistic in the way she moved, and I wasn’t ashamed to admit the woman was intimidating.
“Why?”
“Why what?”
“Why did he call you?”
She shrugged. “Why not?”
A thought popped into my head, one that didn’t sit well, though I couldn’t say why. “Are you and him… together?”
I was pretty sure of the answer, since she wasn’t acting like someone who had seen her boyfriend pressed up against a random girl in a dark corridor.
She barked a laugh. “No. He’s much too big and brooding. I prefer my lovers a little more…delicate.”
She quirked an eyebrow at me, laughing, and I found myself quietly joining her. It felt strangely comforting to laugh with someone, and I relaxed a fraction in her company. Even if the laughter hurt my pounding head and didn’t last all that long.
We walked in a mutual quiet after that, the magik that had followed eventually fading away. Without its presence, I found myself holding my breath every corner we turned, worried about what would find me.
“You’re safe,” she said, as I flinched at the distant sound of a closing door.
I didn’t like feeling like a scared little girl. That wasn’t me.
“Marcellus told me to take you to your room, so I will take you to your room. Nothing is going to happen to you. Although judging by what I saw back there you probably don’t need myhelp.” I frowned slightly at the ground, my eyes boring into the scarlet carpet beneath my feet. Despite the warmth that permeated the stone around me, a coldness had sunk into my bones that had me clutching the thick fabric tighter.
“I can’t control it,” I admitted.
“You will,” she said, with such certainty I almost believed her.
“Did you know him?”
I really hoped she didn’t.
“That guard? I mean, his face was a little smashed in, so it was hard to tell, but no, I don’t think I did.” I cringed as the memory of his broken form flashed through my mind—Alouette noticed.
“Are you sorry you did it?”
“No,” I said, instantly straightening my spine a little.
He deserved every bit of what he got, but it was a strange feeling knowing what I was capable of.
And knowing a part of me had enjoyed it.