Page 53 of Please Don't Leave Me

Of course, I will also let B know where I'm going, andwe have our locations shared. But I've been listening to a lot of true crime podcasts on my walks with Pepin. I've learned that you can never be too safe.

We get backto his place, and it's actually pretty nice. He's only 22, so I was expecting a poor guy's college apartment. His family must have money and help him out.

"Your place is nice."

"Nice enough to commit murder in." He glances over at me with a smirk on his face.

I choke on a laugh and play punch him in the shoulder.

As soon as he locks the door, he starts slowly making his way toward me, looking at me with a hunger in his eyes. I'm backed against a wall, and he comes closer. He hooks his fingers through my belt loops, tugging me close, and whispers in my ear, "Shall we?"

I run my hands up his arms to his strong shoulders and up to his face. I pull it down toward mine, but he really has to bend over to get to me. I help him out by standing on my tiptoes, but he just scoops me up and wraps my legs around him. He pins me against the wall and kisses me, biting my lower lip.

After a moment, he pulls me off the wall and walks us to the bedroom, where he tosses me on the bed with some force. So he likes to play rough, does he?

I already knew this from the dirty talk he was messaging me earlier this week. I'm a bit nervous but mostly excited. No one has ever been that rough with me before. But I've fantasized about it when touching myself, so I have high hopes that I'll like it.

He starts taking off his shirt while he'sstill standing at the edge of the bed, staring down at me. "What's your safe word?"

"I've never had one."

"I don't plan on being too rough with you, so I don't think we'll need one, but I like to be safe. Let's just use yellow and red. Like a stoplight. Yellow when you're getting uncomfortable, and red means full stop."

My breathing picks up. "Easy enough." I swallow hard.

He gets on all fours, straddling me. He's so tall that there's a lot of space between us right now.

"Roll over." It comes out firm and assertive, which turns me on.

I roll over onto my stomach and rest my hands under my chest, head turned to the side. His hands grip my hips and pull my ass up to meet him. I can feel how hard he is when I'm pressed up to him like this. And especially when he grinds on me.

"Mmmm, Lou, you are going to be such a good girl for me." I can see the grin on his face out of the corner of my eye. He reaches around to my front and undoes my pants. Once he gets them undone, he pulls them down to my knees. He sighs right before I feel a sharp sting on my ass coupled with a smacking sound.

He just spanked me, and I liked it. He does it a second time. Yeah, I really like that.

I feel his hot breath near my center, and then he licks me from behind. I arch my back at the sensation. His tongue works its way around my folds, and I can feel something building.

I let out a whimper and my body shivers.

He keeps licking me until I'm shaking. He pulls back and slaps my wet center. Oh, that felt good. My body tries to fall to the bed, but his hands hold my hips up.

He lets go with one hand, and I can hear it jostling with his belt and pants. Then we both move slightly as he leans over and digs through the drawer for a condom. After he gets it on, he pulls my pants completely off and spreads my knees wider. I gasp when I feel his hard cock thrust into me. He's big and rough and oh so good at what he's doing.

I'm moaning and losing control of myself when I cry out, "Oh, Sam!"

Oh my god, did I just call him Sam?

I did, didn't I?

I go quiet, waiting for a response that he never gives. Either he thought I said "Cam," or he's choosing to ignore the fact that I just called out another man's name in his bed. I move on and keep moaning, making a note not to call him the wrong name again.

I was slightly worried about not being in control, but I really like it.

He stops slamming me from behind and rolls us over so I'm lying on my back on top of him. His body moves under mine so his cock is thrusting in and out while I brace myself with my legs spread on either side of him with my feet on the bed. My hands reach over my head and touch his chest.

I feel like my body can't go any longer, but he pulls out of me and moves me to his side so my back is now on his bed. He moves around so he's kneeling straight up between my legs, facing me. His big hands wrap around my ankles and lift my legs in the air, spread apart. He enters me again and pumps hard and fast, making me come again.

He pulls out of me, whips the condom off, and strokes himself until he comes all over my stomach.

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