Page 53 of Hide or Die

“Lie back,odama,” he told me gently.

TWENTY

Leona

ILAY BACK, reclininginto the soft embrace of the pillows. Kam dribbled a bit of the clear pheromone solution into his hand before sliding it palm-down along the centerline of my body from neck to pussy. He returned to dab a bit of it above my upper lip, directly below my nostrils. Carefully setting the remainder aside, he massaged it into my skin with slow strokes. I stretched, arching into his touch.

After the long weeks of uncertainty in both my private and professional life, I was touch-starved to begin with. But it quickly became clear that there was a reason alpha pheromones were considered a sex aid. Rather than only feeling Kam’s touch on the surface of my skin, I could feel it deeper, traveling along my nerves and pooling in my belly.

“Oh, that’s good,” I murmured. “Here, give me the rest, I want to do you.”

I rolled upright and took the vial he passed me, pressing his shoulder back until he flopped onto the pillows. He clasped his hands behind his head, looking up at me in the warm light with wide, liquid eyes. I was struck for the thousandth time by how incredibly beautiful he was with his olive skin, finely sculpted features, and sensual lips. His thick black hair was tousled, and his lithe body stretched out beneath me in lines of lean muscle.

I knew exactly how hard he had to work for that beta-like physique, too. Pouring the remaining half of the pheromone suspension into my cupped palm, I set the vial aside and trailed my fingertips through the pool of oily liquid, using it to draw light, ticklish lines along Kam’s throat, collarbones, and pectorals, then trailing it down the centerline of his taut abdomen.

His slender cock twitched as I rubbed the remainder into the thatch of dark, wiry hair at the base, and smoothed my palms up the V-shape delineating hips that were a bit wider than an alpha or beta male’s would have been. The entire room smelled of oiled metal and herbs now. Touching Kam’s lovely body made even more heat pool in my stomach, and I felt the first pulse of slick dampening my folds.

“Looks like you won’t have to share the lube,” I told him, and he chuckled.

“It’s working, then?” he asked.

“Definitely working,” I said, and dabbed my finger on the tip of his nose, making him wrinkle it at me.

I settled myself onto his hips, straddling him, and he freed his hands from behind his head in favor of clasping my shoulders as I leaned over him. We kissed, languid and unhurried, my nipples tingling with little darts of unaccustomed pleasure as they brushed against his smooth chest.

He ran his palms up and down my back in broad, sweeping strokes, dipping a bit lower each time until eventually his hands settled on my ass, cupping it.

“I love your body,” he whispered against my lips. “I love how soft you are. I love the curve of your waist and the little dimples at the small of your back.” His thumbs rubbed over the small depressions on either side of my tailbone.

I moaned and slid down to mouth at his neck. “I love the way you carry yourself, like a dancer,” I said against his skin. “I love your eyes, and the curl of hair that always falls across your forehead when you’re distracted.”

“Will you help me put the toy in?” he asked, lifting a hand to sweep my long hair back from my face.

“Tell me how,” I said, peeling myself away from him long enough to retrieve the lube and the dildos. One was fairly narrow—smooth and slightly curved at the tip, with a broad base. The other was a knotting dildo, similar to the one Flynn had loaned us in Romania.

Kam rolled onto his stomach and walked me through the admittedly somewhat awkward process of fingering him open. He’d been good to his word—there was no mess beyond what was caused by the lube. It was an odd sensation to be inside him. His inner walls were hot and tight and velvety soft. His muscles clamped around my fingers the way I imagined my own passage must clamp around a knot, but I didn’t get the impression it was in any way a transformative sexual experience for him.

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