“Two weeks ago.” He smirked at her. “Oral with you is the last thing.”
“That’s not sex. You didn’t even get off.”
“Oh, I got off.” He leaned forward and sucked her nipple into his mouth, shirt and all. “In the parking lot. Barely made it downstairs before I fucking came like a rocket shooting into outer space.”
She glanced down at him. “You really haven’t done anything in two weeks?”
“No.”
“What about a lap dance?”
He chuckled and gripped her hips, rubbing her pussy against his cock. “Just you.”
“I don’t believe you.” She pulled away from him. “Two weeks and nothing?”
He watched her as she walked across the apartment. “Why don’t you believe me?”
“There are women everywhere in that club. Your chair is right there for them to spread their legs in your face.” He tilted his head. “It’s not plausible,” she finished.
“No?” He stood and walked toward her. “Why do you think I want some other woman? Maybe I just want you.”
“Maybe. But you’re really going to say you don’t get hard?”
Ryker smiled at her. “Not like I used to.”
She blinked a few times. “What does that mean?”
He pulled his cut off and set it on the sofa. Next went his shirt. “It means that you’re the only one that gets me off. If I put some effort into it, yeah, they can get me off. But I don’t want that. I don’t want a girl sucking my dick for the sake of an orgasm or a group of girls letting me fuck them all night long.” His hands went to his pants next and undid them. “I want you.”
“You want me to get you off.”
He wanted her any way he could have her. Ryker stood before her in the buff, tossing his clothing to the side. “Here’s the thing, Ella. You’ve been my walking fantasy since we were in school. Sex or no sex. I want you.”
“And what happens when you have me?” She stared at his cock. “What then?”
“I’m not going to lie to you. I’m not a good man. My life is the last thing you need complicating yours. You’re so damn special and perfect that I teeter back and forth with pulling you closer and pushing you away. You don’t need me, I get that. But I need you.” He shook his head. “I can’t explain it.”
She met his eyes. Instead of responding, she lifted her shirt over her head, revealing her perfect breasts to him. She tossed her clothes to the side and slipped her shorts over her hips and off her legs. She didn’t wear panties and Ryker’s mouth watered.
“Let me get a condom.” She walked past him and Ryker followed her. She headed toward the bathroom, where she’d changed, then reached for her scrubs. He smiled. She’d brought some home from the clinic. She wanted to be with him as much as he wanted to be with her. Standing, she blushed at him watching her. “I wanted to be prepared. I didn’t think you were in the mood to just hold me again tonight, if…”
“I would have,” he said, taking them. “If that’s what you wanted.”
It would have damn near killed him, but he wasn’t rushing anything with her. She could lead and he’d follow like a pup. Her hand rested on his chest as he leaned in to kiss her. Pulling her closer, he rubbed his cock against her belly.
“You are lying.” She smiled at him. “At least if this is any proof.”
Her hand drifted to his cock. He let her stroke him a few times before he dragged her hand away. “You do that and the fun will be over.”
She smiled. “We definitely don’t want that.”
She kissed his chest and he couldn’t stop himself from running his fingers through her hair. He closed his eyes, taking in the moment. The smell of coconut filled his nostrils when he breathed in and he couldn’t help bending forward to take a deeper breath. He kissed her. Her lips were so sweet and her tongue so timid when it stroked his. He didn’t know much about her experience, but he was fairly certain she didn’t date much either.
He cupped her behind and lifted her so that her legs could wrap around his. Her breasts were inches from his lips and he pulled one of her hard nipples into his mouth as he carried her back to the bed. He didn’t know much about women’s wants and needs, but he did know enough to take it slow. Not only for his sake but hers as well.
He laid her on the bed and smiled down at her. Her body was perfect. Not stripper skinny, but she had curves in all the right places. Her pussy lips were pouty and swollen with her arousal and he couldn’t fucking wait to taste it.
Moving down her body, he settled between her legs and pressed his mouth against her pussy. Being with her broke every rule in the book. Somewhere in the dark depths of Ryker’s mind, he knew this. He slid his tongue along her fleshy lips and reveled in the musky taste of her. He got high off her. He circled her clit with his finger, rubbing and stroking until she panted. She didn’t know what she liked and he was more than happy to test it all out to see what made her scream.