She clutched at his head, her eyes drifting closed. He was in fucking heaven and he didn’t want to leave. He tongued her clit until she screamed. Ella arched against him, pulling his hair. When she came down from the high, he stared at her, keeping most of his weight off her body.

“I think you like oral.”

She snorted. “What gave you that idea?”

He smiled at her and reached for a condom. He tried to pay as much attention to her as he could. She stared at his fingers while he ripped the package open. The soft scrape of her tongue slid along her lips as he rolled the thin rubber onto his thick shaft. The thought crossed his mind that he was tainting her by fucking her. She was so damn perfect. So much better than he deserved.

He crumpled the trash in his hand and set it aside before moving between her legs. Her opening was tight and he rubbed it with his finger. How the hell was he supposed to control himself inside her? He leaned down and kissed her stomach, loving how soft she was.

“Why are you taking so long?” She rubbed his arms. “It’s okay. I’m ready.”

She may have been ready, but he wasn’t. He struggled with the need to back off and the need to possess. Once he went there, there was no going back.

“Are you sure you want me to fuck you?” He glanced up. “You can have any other guy. A good guy. Someone that will hold your hand and kiss that soft little spot on your neck. A guy that can be with you and cherish you. Someone that will love you the way you deserve.”

She stared at him, rubbing her fingers along the back of his hand. “I want you.”

He took a deep breath and nodded. He couldn’t hold back anymore. Pressing his cock against her opening, he pushed just the tip inside, stretching her impossibly tight around him. She sucked in a breath and Ryker tried to ease her nerves by stroking her clit. It was going to take some effort to get inside her. Just like it was going to take effort to keep himself in control.

“Take a deep breath and relax.” Ryker met her gaze. “You feel amazing, babe. Your pussy is squeezing me tight and it feels like fucking heaven.”

Her muscles eased a bit and he pushed in deeper. She was fucking heaven all right, all silky skin, warm and wet with her desire. Her eyes closed as he sank deeper, her mouth forming an O. He’d passed the point of no return. She was his and only his. He wanted to be in her bed every night, filling her up and making her scream. The very idea of anyone else touching her was enough to drive him into rage.

Once he slid the last few inches inside her, he stopped. She took a deep breath and stared at him, watching while he withdrew, her deliciously hot body making it easy on him. He bit his lip at the tightness. God, he was fucking losing his mind inside her. He clutched her hips as he set his rhythm. Ella gripped at the sheet beneath her, tugging and pulling as her face molded into that of pleasure. She was beautiful and it hit him hard in the chest. He pumped his hips harder, shoving her body upward in the bed. He needed to feel her come around him. He needed it like his next breath.

“Come for me, baby.” He stroked her clit. “Suck my dick with your hot pussy.”

She gasped and let out a loud cry, arching her back off the mattress. Oh. Hell. Yes. Her pussy clamped down around him, massaging his shaft until he saw stars. He didn’t even realize he was holding his fucking breath until he tried to move. He couldn’t hold back any longer as he shot his load, shoving deep inside her.

Ryker leaned forward and rested his forehead between her breasts. He didn’t want to move. He wanted to stay exactly as they were forever.

“Wow.” Ella stroked his sweaty back. “That was better than I imagined.”

Mustering what little strength he had, he pushed up off her. His chest was aching with the need to tell her how much she meant to him. Instead he swallowed down his emotions and moved to her side.

They lay like that for a while. Ella curled up against him and it felt so damn nice. Normal. Like something two lovers did after great sex. He couldn’t stop his mind from roaming to a fucked up place. He needed a hit. Instead, he’d settle for a smoke.

“Where are you going?” she asked when he sat up.

“I need a smoke.”

She rubbed her hand along his chest. “Stay with me.”

He met her gaze. She was so damn gorgeous it physically hurt him to pull away from her. He smiled instead and leaned down to kiss her swollen lips. He’d stay with her. He’d fucking hold her all night long if that was what she wanted.

****

Ella didn’t know what time it was when Ryker crawled over her to stand beside the bed. She groaned in protest but he smoothed his hand along her bare thigh.

“I’ll be back.”

She lay there watching as he pulled his pants on. His bare ass was tight and perfect, like the rest of his body. He had tattoos all over his chest, arms, and back. She tried to read some of them, but some she didn’t understand. The theme seemed to be dark and somewhat mysterious. Devils and bikes. A naked pinup girl was on his back. He had stars along his side and she didn’t know what that represented. Ella studied him for a moment. The sexy bad boy he’d been as a teenager hadn’t changed much over the years. His brown eyes still held a sense of mystery about them. She liked it too. She liked that he didn’t try to impress her the way other men in her past had. He didn’t go out of his way to be fake with her. He held her hand, listened when she talked, and asked her about her life because she believed he genuinely cared. And he’d made her first time better than she could have ever imagined.

“Where are you going?”

He glanced back at her. He had a weird expression on his face and she sat up, curious as to what he was up to. It lingered in the back of her mind that he’d get in trouble for being with her. She didn’t understand what the Roaming Devils MC was really about. Why a bunch of grown men wanted to get together and form a club with drugs and naked women all around was beyond her. Maybe he wanted to leave and didn’t know how to tell her. The questions made her stomach ache as she waited for him to answer her question.

“What?” she probed. “Where were you going?”