Page 1 of The Ghostwriter

Chapter 1

March 2024

I’m washing my coffee mug, hot water tumbling into the deep copper sink, when my phone rings. Wiping my hands on a towel, I cross the room toward the long dining table I bought at a flea market years ago.

I grab the vibrating phone, expecting to see Tom’s name and face flashing on the screen. He always calls on his way to the job site and we pass his commute with the never-ending topics we always turn over—why Congress behaves like a bunch of spoiled ten-year-olds. Or what really happened to JonBenét Ramsay. Other times, he’ll counsel me through my panic that I haven’t been hired for a job in a year. Regardless, ever since we met, we’ve never stopped talking. I finally understand what other people mean when they reference theirperson. Tom is my person and I’m his.

But it’s not Tom calling; it’s my literary agent, Nicole. The only person from the publishing world I speak to anymore. At first, my writing friends would check in with me, offering support. Invitations to meet up forcoffee or drinks. Sending me links for writing retreats and conferences. But when I continued to pass on them, those invitations turned into supportive texts and emails, then eventually stopped altogether.

A flutter of hope passes through me. Perhaps my exile is finally over.

I glance out the window, across the deck to the wooden structure that serves as my writing studio, and wonder how many months it’s been since I entered it. Six? Ten? My mind touches quickly on Tom again, the man who designed it, imagining his delight if I could tell him I finally landed a book.

“I hope you’re calling about a job,” I say.

It’s been over a year since I sat onstage at a major literary conference—the only female writer asked to participate in a panel about ghostwriting in the twenty-first century—and torpedoed my career.

“I am,” Nicole says, then hesitates as if she isn’t sure how to proceed. “But it’s not…typical.”

I step through the sliding glass doors onto the flagstone patio that overlooks the canyon and, when it’s clear, the ocean in the distance. But today the sky is gray, the green trees below me only just beginning to appear as the morning cloud cover starts to burn off. This house, perched high in the hills of Topanga Canyon and purchased with my first big advance—a book about a young female golfer who’d rocketed herself out of foster care and onto the national stage—was the closest I’d come to feeling at home since I left Ojai for the last time at age fourteen.

I love this house, with its stone and plaster walls, sensitive plumbing and quirky corners. Not everyone wants to live up a winding canyon road at least thirty minutes from basic amenities. Not to mention the yearly fires that keep Topanga’s residents hyperalert to wind and weather conditions, go bags packed in the trunks of their cars, ready to evacuate at a moment’s notice. But I understood the danger. The shadow of it familiar, like a country road leading you home, its twists and turns unwinding like a memory. When you grow up being told your father is a murderer, youlearn how to compartmentalize danger in a way that allows you to ignore it most of the time, even though your subconscious is constantly alert. Preparing for it. Waiting for it to surface.

“Just tell me,” I say.

“We’ve been contacted by Vincent Taylor’s team. You know, the horror writer? They want you to ghostwrite his next book.”

I barely feel the breeze dancing around my ankles and across my bare arms, my mind a swirling mess of confusion at the mention of that name. Vincent Taylor, my father. I haven’t spoken to him in at least twenty years, and no one in my current life knows we’re related. He’s the dark core I’ve walled off from the rest of my life.

Nicole hurries to fill my silence. “I know this isn’t your usual niche, but it’s a job, and they’re asking for you.”

“I’m not a novelist,” I finally say, my voice sounding higher than normal, and I clear my throat to cover my nerves. “There are plenty of people who could do that better than me.”

I hear Nicole shuffling things on her desk and imagine the view outside her window in Manhattan, the busy street below clogged with cars and pedestrians. “I know that, but they’re telling me he’s insisting on you.” Her voice drops an octave, curious. “I have to ask; how do you know him?”

I lower myself onto one of the iron chairs surrounding an outdoor table, vines of wisteria crisscrossing overhead. The breeze makes the single lamp suspended above me sway, a sigh of air winding up the canyon. “I don’t,” I say.

It isn’t a lie. I’ve worked hard to create a life separate from my father, living abroad until I could be certain the American media had forgotten Vincent Taylor ever had a daughter. I moved back in 2005 with dual citizenship and the last name of the man I was married to briefly in my twenties—Dumont. But it’s been even longer since I considered Vincent Taylor someone I knew.

After my return, I worked as a journalist, thinking I wanted to write about people like my father, the ones who bent the rules, played the system, and took advantage of their privilege. But I hated it. Always fighting to get the story. Ambushing people at the park, the supermarket, on the phone, trying to get a quote they didn’t want to give. Doing the very thing that had been done to me, until I’d managed to change my name and disappear.

I fell into ghostwriting by accident. A former grad-school classmate had become an editor at a major publishing house in New York. She’d reached out to me about a book project she had under contract—a memoir about an iconic film legend of the sixties. The ghostwriter had to drop off the project for undisclosed reasons. My friend was in a bind and needed someone who could hit their deadline. I said yes and discovered I was good at it.

Since then, I’ve been filling the world with books about strong women. The first Asian American woman to go into space. Politicians changing the landscape of women’s rights. Scientists at the top of their fields. I love the anonymity of ghostwriting, the ability to slip into someone else’s skin and inhabit their life just long enough to tell a good story. No one can see who I am or remember who my father is. I’m an invisible hand on the page instead of the name on the cover.

“Well, it’s good money,” Nicole continues. “He lives in Ojai, so probably not a bad gig either.”

“Is there anything else?” I ask, suddenly desperate. A question I’ve posed too many times to count. In texts, emails, phone calls. But really what I’m asking is how, after so many years of success, could I have landed here? All I did that day was say out loud what everyone was thinking. John Calder, the man who sat center stage, whose most recent book about a politician-turned-convicted-sex-trafficker was offensive and misogynistic. “Is it just about the money, John, or is there a line you won’t cross? A person you won’t elevate, no matter the size of the advance?” I’d asked when it was my turn to talk.

I don’t remember what the original question had been, the facilitator an esteemed reviewer from theNew York Times. But I can still hear the collective inhalation from the audience, the way everyone’s head swiveled to where I sat near the end of the stage, my chair a different shade of blue than everyone else’s, as if my presence there had been an afterthought. And I knew in that moment I’d made a mistake. The facilitator had cleared his throat and said, “Tell us how you really feel, Ms. Dumont.” The crowd had laughed, and the conversation had moved forward, but I’d known in that moment my words had been fatal. To publicly call out a man like John Calder, with his long list of bestsellers and his connections to influential circles ranging from politics to the entertainment industry, regardless of the depraved topics he introduced into public discourse, was an error Nicole couldn’t make disappear.

The publisher of the book I’d been promoting asked me to release an apology. Instead, I went on a social media rant about the misogyny in publishing that elevated men like John Calder. That paid them twice as much as their female counterparts, with larger marketing budgets that exploded their sales numbers. Which, in turn, earned them even bigger advances. I was exhausted by the amount of work it took just to come in second. And angry as well that talent mattered so little to the people on top. The last four posts on that thread sealed my fate:

(7/10) While the rest of us are out here trying to do the hard work of elevating marginalized voices, telling stories that matter to the collective good, John Calder has decided to go a different route.

(8/10) Perhaps like attracts like. You are the company you keep, and John Calder keeps the company of some of the most vile and corrupt individuals in our society.

(9/10) I’m talking about the pedophile politician. The CEO who is also a white supremacist. The judge who gives rape a pass so that it won’t “ruin a young man’s life.”

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