My therapist made me realize that everything that happened to me what not my fault, that there was nothing I could do for my brother. I initially felt stupid and guilty because I should have left sooner. I knew what he was doing was wrong but I never left because I loved my brother. The therapist told me allowed me to see that it is common for people to never leave abusive relationships because they love their abuser. I truly believe that meeting the Corrupted Saints MC saved my life. They have shown me what it was like to have a true family and that no matter what, they will have your back. I also learned how to love again and to love myself, I found love with Mason.
I have been staying in Mason’s room in the clubhouse and waking up next to him everyday has been blissful.
I roll over and kiss his Mason’s shoulder. Then move to his pecs swirling my tongue around his nipple. He groans. “You keep that up your gonna be in trouble Char,” he says.
“Maybe I want trouble.” I nibble his neck and slowly straddle him. He is rock hard already. This is the first time that I am able to move without pain. Last night he took me out on our first date and told me he wanted to do right by me. We haven’t slept together yet because Mason hasn’t wanted to hurt me but I am ready now.
I move my hips on his cock and he groans. His eyes open wide and he kisses me hard.
“Baby I don’t want to hurt you,” he says breathlessly.
“You’re not gonna hurt me, my stitches are out and the bruises are fading,” I say as I grind my hips harder on his cock. He groans more.
If he isn’t gonna take the initiative to fuck me then I am. I have had to sleep next to this Adonis for over a month now, I am horny and he is scared to hurt me.
I start to kiss down his body until I reach his cock. I take the head of his cock into my mouth, hoping he gets that he isn’t going to hurt me. I swirl my tongue around the tip and he groans, breathing faster. I slide my mouth further down his shaft and take him deep. I start to suck harder. I use my free hand to touch myself. Moaning as he is inside my mouth.
“Baby you’re gonna make me cum if you keep doing that,” he says.
I feel him buck and fuck my throat slowly. I know he isn’t trying to move because he doesn’t want to hurt me but I need this. I suck hard and make a popping noise as he falls out of my mouth. He groans.
I move my way back up, lining up my wet pussy to his cock. I tease my entrance with it. He looks down. He lets out a groan and a loud “Fuck.”
“Is this okay? Baby,” I ask.
“Char if you stop right now I just might lose my fucking mind.”
I clamp down and fill my pussy up with his cock. I pause for a moment because he is big.
“Oh my god Mason, you feel amazing.”
He takes the opportunity to flip us over without coming out of me. I lay on my back and he starts to fuck me. He tugs my shirt high and takes my nipple in his mouth and tugs on it. “Oh Mason, just like that.”
He takes himself completely out of me and then pounds back in. I think I might just lose my mind. He takes his thumb and starts rubbing my clit in circles as he continues to fuck me hard. His other hand is squeezing my breast and pinching my nipple.
“Baby, I want you to cum for me,” he says.
He starts to rub fast and fuck me faster. I feel my inner muscles clamping down on him. It makes him moan. “I am so close,” I yell.
“Harder, Mason, please, I need it harder.”
He starts to move even faster and I bring his mouth down to kiss him. “I am gonna cum Mason,” I clench hard and “I’m coming.” He leans down and captures my moans before I feel him cum. I feel a few last pumps and his hot seed shooting into my womb. I realize he isn’t wearing a condom. Something to talk about because we are definitely doing this again.
He rests his forehead against mine. We are both breathing hard and sweaty.
“Char, I love you.”
A few tears lace my eyes. “I love you too, Mason.”
CHAPTER 17
Breaker
This woman is gonna be the death of me. We just made love for the first time and I never want to touch another pussy for the rest of my life. She is it for me.
It has been months since she first came to the clubhouse. She sold the house she lived in with her brother and I am gonna ask her to move in with me, into my real home.
Today will be the first day she gets to see my house. She has been staying with Heather and in the clubhouse in the meantime. I am picking her up on my bike. She was too injured before to ride on my baby. Today is the day of many firsts.