I slam the safe shut, the metal clang echoing in my skull.
I’m not doing this to her.
Time to get my shit together.
For real this time.
If I want Naomi, really want her, I need to be someone worth staying for.
I grab the tablet on my desk and open the document I avoided until now.
Jeff found a buyer, and all that’s left is for me to sign the contract.
I scroll through the document, past all the legal bullshit about property transfers and payment terms. The cursor blinks at the signature line, waiting. Mocking.
My hand trembles as I pick up the stylus. The cut from earlier throbs beneath its towel.
I’m not giving up, cupcake.
This is for you.
I sign and hit the ‘Submit’ button.
The screen flashes confirmation, a cheery ‘Contract Signed!’ message popping up.
It’s done.
The tablet dims, then goes dark.
Somehow, I expected this would make Naomi magically appear beside me. Make her call me.
No matter what I do, it’ll never be enough.
Not for my father, not for Elijah, not for Naomi, not for anyone.
I will wait.
Maybe I’m lucky.
TWENTY-FIVE
NAOMI
“How are you sleeping?” Dr. Patel sits across from me, one slim leg crossed over the other, radiating that effortless poise I’ve always envied.
I shrug. “Fine.”
“Ms. Smith. Please.” There’s that tone, the subtle pissed one. “We talked about one-word answers.”
“I sleep.” I pick at a loose thread on my skirt. “Sometimes.”
She makes a note. “And eating?”
The thread comes loose, and I wind it around my finger until the tip turns purple. “When I can.”
“Define ‘when you can.’”
The clock ticks through the suffocating stillness.