You deserved to be happy, something I couldn’t give you
You deserved honesty, and that is why I’m telling you . . .
I loved you
But I was nothing but a fool
I loved you
But I wasn’t strong enough to fight
I loved you
But I let you go to follow your dreams
I loved you
But every day without you kills me inside
Kills me inside
Knowing you could’ve been mine
But the darkness in my mind
Overruled every time
The drink keeps it down deep
But it has a hold on me
I’m losing my mind as it consumes and binds
Into my soul and takes me into the unknown
I miss the fun that we had
And making love to you in bed
The pills stop the pain
Other girls aren’t the same
There is only one you
But there is nothing I can do
You deserve to be free
Not stuck with someone like me
Every day without you hurts me like hell
Hurts me like hell
I said I’d never leave you, but here I am, all alone
I said I’d be yours forever, but you broke my heart