Page 81 of Lost Lyrics

“Oh...that’s so sweet.” She pouted and splayed her hand across her chest. But then worry furrowed her brow. “Are you?”

“No.”

“Good. You don’t need to worry about anything. That’s Quill’s job.” She smiled her sweet smile and pointed at me. “You just have to enjoy yourself.”

“That’s what Flint said. I am and I will.” I filled my lungs with air, feeling lighter every second. If this evening went off without a hitch, Quill would be worth every excessive dime.

I leaned against the top glass panel and rounded my shoulders. “I had my little cry, but I’m okay now.” I really was. “We’re going to make the most of it and have a fabulous time.”

“We certainly are. Would you like a quick snack?” She waved toward the kitchen. “Diego and the kids have made protein balls and a fruit platter.”

Good. Nothing to make me bloat.I didn’t need a bulging tummy in my wedding photos. Everhide’s nanny had his hands full looking after the band’s five children. He’d been amazing, entertaining them, keeping them busy while the girls and I had gotten our hair and makeup done. But now...my bladder called to me. Ineededthe bathroom. “Sure. I’ll be down in a sec. I still need to pee.”

Over a quick snack, the girls and I had another champagne. It helped to calm my jittery nerves and bubbling excitement.

I finished my drink and glanced at the clock. Four o’clock. It was time. Time to be a bride.

The girls and I headed upstairs to get dressed. Kara and Gemma helped us while Lexi flitted around, taking photos. Our main photographer was with the guys. Ava, Tia, and Maddy slipped into their long, pale pink, strapless gowns, andme...my wedding dress.

My heartbeat skipped and cartwheeled as I slid into my white minidress, covered in thousands of sequins, beads, and rhinestones. The short, strapless gown was heavy, but the fitted bodice and skirt molded to my body, hugging my hips and caressing my chest perfectly.Yep. My boobs look fantastic.Maddy zipped me in, then Kara draped the detachable train around me and buckled the rhinestone belt at my waist. The long, open skirt of palm-sized chiffon roses cascaded to the floor in billowing waves like a pillow of soft, silky petals. I bobbed down for Maddy to attach my veil above my bun with a rhinestone encrusted hair clip.

“Perfect.” Kara admired the gorgeous gown she’d designed for me.

With sparkling, silver high heels adorning my feet, and my diamond necklace, earrings, and bracelet in place, my outfit was complete.

“My God, Sutt. You look beautiful.” Maddy’s eyes glistened with tears as she straightened my veil.

“Absolutely stunning.” Gemma fluffed out my train with Kara’s help. “You’re going to blow Flint’s mind.”

“You rock that dress, Sutt. But shit...” Tia clutched her boobs. She dashed into the bathroom, then reappeared with a dry face cloth and stuffed it down her top. “I just fed Winter, and my boobs are already leaking. This sucks. Winter cries and my tits run. They hurt all the time. I’m gonna have to wear three absorption pads to make it through the ceremony.”

“Tia?” I stepped over to her and rubbed her arms. “You had a baby three months ago. I’m beyond happy that you’re here. If you need to have Winter with you, or rush off to feed her, or be with her at any time, that’s okay. You do what is best for you and your baby. I love you, no matter what.”

“Thank you, but I’ll be fine.” She stuffed the cloth into herbra and wriggled her strapless dress into place. “I just don’t want to ruin my dress before photos.”

“Well, we’d better get them done before we head off.” Giggling, I waggled a finger in front of her chest. “Stuff a diaper down your top if that helps.”

She sighed and slumped her shoulders. “My boobs are big enough without more padding.”

“Enjoy them while they last.” Ava came over and hugged Tia sideways. “Once you stop feeding, they disappear.”

“Winter is the only one who’s allowed near them.” Tia smirked and arched one fine eyebrow. “Good thing Lewis is more of an ass man. But enough about my tits. It’s photo time.”

“Yes, it is. But before we go...” I grabbed the girls’ hands, and we formed a circle. “I have waited for this day for a long time. In case I forget, I want to thank you for being here to celebrate with me. I need you girls to promise me a few things. Promise me you’ll have fun. The weather won’t stop us from having a fabulous evening. And we’re going to dance up a storm all night.”

“Guaranteed. Today will be amazing and beautiful, just like you.” Maddy hugged me, then took my hand and dragged me toward the door. “Let’s go. It’s time to get your smile on.”

That was already in place. I didn’t think I could stop smiling, even if I tried. At the top of the staircase, I hooked up my skirt. The gorgeous, silky chiffon roses swished around my legs and trailed behind me. As I headed down the steps, I felt immaculate. Like a billion dollars. Like a beautiful bride.

I am a bride!

I was surrounded by my friends on the way to marry the man of my dreams, in a spectacular house overlooking the beach.

Yes . . . it was time.

Time to get married.

Fuck the stupid weather!

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