“You remember.”
“It’s not important,” I say, waving him off.
He lifts an eyebrow. “You came all the way to a private practice to seek me out, and it’s not important?”
“Nope.”
“Amber.”
“Rico,” I return.
“Come on, Amber. Please tell me.”
I blow out a breath, suddenly feeling my exhaustion all the way to my toes. “I just wanted to ask for a loan.” I don’t think I could have shocked him more. And I hate myself for it. “Never mind.” I turn to go back inside, but he puts his hand on my arm, halting me.
“Wait.”
“I’m sorry. I shouldn’t have said anything. You did so much for me. Please, Rico. Please just forget about it.”
“Amber, come on. Just talk to me. What do you need?”
I shake my head. “Nothing. Please don’t worry about it.”
He looks back at the house. “For the house?”
“No. Don’t worry about it.”
“Amber, please tell me.”
I blow out a deep breath. “My insurance is terrible, but it’s fine. I’ll figure it out.”
“What are you doing for appointments then?” he asks with a frown.
“I found a clinic that accepts my insurance.”
“Is it a good one?” he asks.
It's terrible. “It’s fine,” I say out loud.
He cocks his head to the side, studying my face. “Your mom said you pay for her meds too.”
I nod. “I do.”
“And how’s that going?”
I push my shoulders back. “It’s going.”
“How much do you need?” he asks softly.
“Please just let it go,” I ask. I’m embarrassed that I even told him what I was thinking.
Chapter 17
Amber
I can tell he’s about to say something, so I beat him to it. “Please, Rico.”
He stares at me for a moment. “Okay. I’ll let it go.”