Page 41 of Heal Me

“Are you gonna leave me once you’ve taken me back there?” I blurt, suddenly gripped by the terror that I’ll hold no value to him once he’s reclaimed what Jan took from him.

Something feral deepens the dark pits of Dorin’s eyes as he gets up and rounds the table. His movements are slow and deadly as he wraps his hand around my neck and leans in. “Once I’ve claimed you down there, you’remine.I’ll want to be inside you over and over, feeling those tight sweet walls clench me,begging to be defiled—begging formycock. You won’t be able to get rid of me. I hope you’ll be able to live with that because you’re not getting away now.”

I melt into the seat as I stare up at him, open and ready for him to claim every last cell and particle of my broken being.

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DORIN

I had planned on using a probe in Lavinia’s ass—not fucking her back there. But the way she’s watching me, as if I truly am her whole world, like shewantsme to claim her like that, changes everything. No one’s ever wanted me down there, or in any other hole for that matter. But this girl does. Sheneedsmy brutality, and I need to possess her in a way I’ve never wanted to have anything in my whole life. All I’ve ever wanted was to destroy, but now, I want to claim and mend. I have no idea how, but with this girl, it seems I can do both at once.

Instead of taking the anal probe, I grab the other one and press it against her sweet little pussy. She’s already soaked. I don’t think she’s even realized how horny she’s gotten from having my fingers inside her ass. Her eyes go wide and surprised as I push the probe through her slickness and straight to the hilt.

“You like this? You like being a horny little slut for me.”

Her mouth falls open. I think she’s about to protest by the shocked look in her eyes. Instead, a low “Yes” falls past her lips.

I smile. “You’re the most perfect little slut, and you’ll be even more perfect once you have my cock inside that tight little hole of yours, screaming as I fuck and zap you.”

Fear tightens her delicate features, but she makes no move to protest as I grab the lube, squeeze a generous amount onto her ass, and take out my rock-hard cock. She doesn’t even flinchas I press it into the slickness. She just keeps staring up at me, letting me probe and prod against her opening. Slowly, her tense muscles relax, and tiny moans slip past her lips as I glide my cock through the lube, circling her opening. I guess she must be more sensitive down there than I expected. I keep going for a little while, drawing out her lust until her cheeks are flushed with a sweet deep red.

“It’s time,” I say, positioning my cock against her hole and pressing. “Relax for me and let me in.”

Her brow tightens, her muscles tensing. But then acceptance slips in. She draws a deep, shuddery breath, and on her exhale, she releases all the fear and tension, opening up to me.

“That’s it,” I grunt as I press the tip inside. Digging my fingers into her thighs, I shut my eyes for a moment. This feeling is heaven. I’ve never taken my time to savor that first breach. Once my dick gets involved, I want straight in. But this first taste of what’s to come sends a ripple of shudders and shivers through me that makes my skin hum all over and my balls twitch with delicious electricity.

Lavinia is still watching me, lips slightly parted, eyes round and mesmerized, as I look at her again. The sight sends a buzz through me that has me shivering with a burst of pleasure. But as much as I enjoy seeing her peaceful surrender, I want to hear her scream too. Because that will make her surrender that much sweeter when she gives in again.

Grabbing the remote, I pierce her with a sharp stare that locks her in place and draws new fear to her features.

I press the button—medium voltage—and groan as she convulses, her muscles closing tight around me. Her eyes snap shut, her whole face tightening with pain, jaw clenched tight. She looks like she’s about to either burst or draw in on herself, and I wait for a curious moment to see what will happen. What she does is nothing like what I expected. Peeling her eyes open,she stares at me with soft vulnerability, her muscles slackening in one smooth motion, like a gust of wind blowing through her body.

“Thank you,” she whispers.

I just stare at her for a full minute, not comprehending what’s happening, not knowing whether I’m dreaming. Finally, I move a little, pushing a little farther in. The tight feeling is amazing, but what has my balls drawing up is the way she opens up to me—body and soul. She keeps watching me as I advance, tiny moans slipping from her lips as I sink deeper into her tight opening.

“Why did you thank me?” I ask as I pause again to let her adjust.

Her shoulders draw up, her lips parting and closing. “For setting me free.”

I hum at that. I know exactly what she means. Being here, inside her, seeing her openly succumb to me clears my brain and takes me away from all the cruel memories I’ve never been able to escape. Now, with her, they’re gone. They’re not even buzzing in the background, threatening to jump back the moment I rein in my brutality. It’s just her.

“Ask me to zap you again,” I say, finding that I don’t want to force out her pain. I want to give it to her because she wants it.

“Please zap me,” she says without hesitation.

A smile spreads across my lips as I turn up the voltage and press the button.

“Ah!” she cries, straining against the leather belts as the electricity rips into her body. Sweat beads on her brow, and her breaths grow staggered. Her eyes are slightly glassy when she opens them again. She struggles to focus on me, but I can tell she needs the connection, and I revel in it.

“Ask me again.”

She blinks rapidly, then stares at me with wide, vulnerable eyes. “P-please, Dorin. Zap me again. I-I need you.”

Shit.I nearly come at those words. Holding still, I suppress the orgasm. I want to draw this out.

“Please,” she says again when I don’t zap her. “Please hurt m—” Her plea morphs into a scream as I press the button. Her muscles contract and pulse around me, and I growl as I once again fight off the oncoming rush of sensation that threatens to throw me over. I need to get inside her quickly because I’m not ending this before she’s taken my full length—before I’ve claimed her and erased every last trace of Jan and his filthy cock. I wish I would have kept him alive so I could cut it off and feed it to him.

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