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“I know, but I’m grasping for my sanity here.”

I blink up at him, and his serious face, with his brows furrowed in concentration, and sweat dampening his forehead. He’s losing his mind, and it’s the sexiest thing I’ve ever seen in my life.

“I love you, Lochlan,” I utter between breaths, forcing his attention on my face. “I love you,” I whisper once his eyes are on mine.

His hand finds the back of my head, and he lays me back against the blanket, covering my body completely with his. “Until my dying breath, baby.” He tweaks his neck slightly, preemptively with guilt, before filling me to the absolute brink.

A squeak of pain escapes me, and he captures it with his mouth, gasping his regret.

“I love you,” he utters. “I love you.” He kisses my mouth, my nose, my cheeks, and my eyelids.

The burning pain inside of me eases to an ache after a multitude of ‘I love yous’, but I’m dizzy from all of his affection.

“I love you,” he whispers, trailing his thumb up my cheekbone.

I nuzzle into his palm, letting it ground me. “Until the day that I die,” I vow, shifting my hips against him.

Chapter Fifty-Seven

Lochlan

Her hips tilt against me, and a torturous groan escapes my throat. Being inside her is better than I ever could have imagined, but hurting her to get here thoroughly wrecked me.

If I wasn’t positive that the pleasure would come to her, I’d have stopped everything the moment she twinged in pain.

“Use me until it feels good, baby. I won’t move until you’re ready,” I promise, reaching down to rub her clit, determined to give her ecstasy after the pain.

She pivots her hips hesitantly, grinding against me until small moans tumble from her lips. Her pace quickens, and my fingers follow, and when her fingers thread into my hair at the nape of my neck, I know she’s enjoying herself.

“You’re doing so good, baby. Cum on my cock, I want to feel you pussy clench every inch of me.”

“I’m so close,” she pants, her twitching hips keep throwing off her rhythm, but I feel the moment she locks in, tipping over the edge with her orgasm.

Her walls grip my length and all of my muscles tense. The sensation fucking rocks me.

“Oh my God. Yes…” Her hands clutch my hips, and she pulls me impossibly closer, forcing the slightest movement inside of her, and my eyes roll back in my head.

“Oh, fuck,” I mumble.

“I’m ready, Lochlan. Show me what it feels like,” she begs sweetly, pulling my body in until our faces are aligned.

“Once I start moving, I’m a ticking time bomb, baby. Won’t be but a minute,” I warn her, hoping I’ll even last that long.

She smiles. “Then you can show me, again, and again, until the sun comes up,” she whispers her words against my lips and then claims my mouth in a kiss.

It’s tender and gentle, and I mimic it, pulling out of her tight heat only a few inches before pushing back in.

We both moan into each other’s mouths, and when I do it again, pulling back further and pushing back inside of her faster, she gasps.

“Okay?”

“Yes,” she breathes, sliding her tongue against mine.

I pull out until just the head of my cock remains and bury myself back inside her to the hilt, capturing her cry of surprise in my mouth.

“More?”

“Yes, yes,” she mumbles, flattening her hips to take me deeper. And, I lose it.

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