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“No, harder.”

“Jo…”

“Harder!” She insists, meeting my hips when I drive into her with more force.

“Fuck, baby.” I breathe through the pleasure, because if its the last time then I’m lasting to the very fucking end.

“Fuck me, Lochlan. Give me everything.” She looks up at me with such pain in her eyes, not a single thing I do physically could hurt her worse.

I cover her body with mine, kissing her with all the love that I have for her as I pound into her intensely, deliriously.

We’re both closing in on oblivion as we breathe in each other’s gasps of pleasure and sorrow. She pulls me in as tightly as I’m holding her until there is no space between us.

Her walls clench my cock as her climax rips through her, and her teeth anchor into my bottom lip, forcing my hand.

My release explodes out of me and she finally lets go of my lip, gasping as my cum shoots inside of her.

Grief sweeps over me immediately.

There’s no honeymoon period after an incredible orgasm when it’s meant to be the last.

My hips retreat an inch, but she shakes her head. “Not yet.”

I stay firmly rooted in place, holding this beautiful woman who owed me nothing but gave me my life.

Who finally made me feel like living.

Chapter Fifty-Eight

Jo

The burning in my nose travels to my sinuses, and it’s all it takes for the tears to spring from the corners of my eyes.

“Don’t cry, baby.”

“I can’t help it, I don’t want to go.”

He drops his head to my chest in defeat, as if he’s a failure for making me want to stay.

“I don’t want to forget,” I whisper, sliding his grandmother’s ring off my finger. He stops me.

“Keep it.”

“I can’t. It should stay in your family.”

“My grandmother would want the love of my life to have it even if I can’t have her,” he tells me with a lifetime of sadness in his eyes.

I push his shoulder, forcing him to roll off me, and he goes willingly, sending a pang of hurt into my chest when I see his crushed gaze. But when I crawl on top of him, his eyes flare back to life.

I don’t check to see if he’s still hard before I reach down and line my pussy up with his cock, but he’s primed and ready asI sit on it, ignoring the sting as I take him fully in one motion.

He grunts in surprise, blinking up at me.

“Tell me to stay.”

He squeezes his eyes shut in pain.

I don’t accept that as an answer, and I start grinding on his lap, using him.

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