My fingers itch to touch something, to hold me in place.I reach out, gripping the back of Hazen’s head and pushing him farther into my pussy.He chuckles and bites down against my folds.My hips jolt forward, a twinge of pain darting through me.His tongue slides over my clit, and warmth spreads through my core, replacing the pain with pleasure.He fills me with one finger, then two.My chest heaves as he hits the spot over and over again, his tongue flicking my clit.Holy shit.

I keep one hand clutched to the back of Hazen’s head, and my other hand clamps tightly around the edge of the desk, holding on for support.My gaze finds Gage’s; his pants are pooled at his feet, his hand wrapped around his erect cock.While watching Hazen eat my pussy like it’s his last meal, he tugs his cock back and forth.My God.

“Keep looking at me like that, and I’ll jam my cock down your throat until you choke,” Gage growls, and Hazen picks up his speed.My eyes roll into the back of my head.My stomach clenches, and I’m on the brink of release.

“Is that meant to be a threat?Because it sounds more like a challenge,” I say, panting out the words.

Gage stalks forward, having completely removed his jeans.His fingers wrap around my throat, his thumb pressing down.His green eyes turn dark, but I don’t dare look away.Panic swells inside me, but I don’t let it show.It’s as though he’s got me standing on the precipice of a cliff, my feet itching closer and closer to the edge.

“Finish her,” Gage growls without breaking eye contact, and Hazen obeys.Putting me right on the edge, he bites down hard against my clit, and I release all over Hazen’s face.My legs shake, but Hazen’s grip on my thigh keeps me in place.

I don’t have a second to breathe before Hazen stands and Gage grabs my shoulders, walking me forward a couple of steps, then pushes me down to my knees.He shoves off my jacket and it falls to the ground.I peer up into Gage’s stormy eyes, his cock at eye level.

Hazen brushes his fingers along my shoulder and moves behind me.The sound of his zipper sends thrills through my body.

“Hands on the ground and ass in the air,” Gage demands, and fuck me, I’d usually run from this bossy side of him, but in this situation, it’s hot.

I obey, pressing my hands to the cool floor, my ass bare, and look up at Gage.He kneels, and his erect cock stares back at me.My tongue swipes across my lips, wetting them.His fingers tangle in my hair, and I take him in my mouth.He hits the back of my throat as I lick a trail along his shaft, and he groans.

Hazen grabs my ass before pulling away.A loud slap fills the office, jolting me forward slightly and pushing Gage’s cock farther down my throat.Hazen runs a finger along the inside of my folds before the sound of plastic fills my ears.I have no idea what he’s doing behind me, and I can’t look, because my mouth is full of Gage’s large cock.

“You want to know what he’s doing back there, don’t you, Freya?”Gage asks with a smile playing on his lips, and I nod.

“He’s wrapping up his cock nice and tightly in a condom.He’s watching you suck my cock like a good girl, wishing that you had his cock in your mouth too.”I bite down gently on the head and Gage growls.“He’s lining himself up and is about to slam into your tight cunt.”

My pussy clenches at Gage’s words.Fucking hell.This is something else, being between these two men, one in my throat and the other about to be inside me.It’s all too much but not enough at the same time.Someone is missing, and my heart aches.

Hazen rubs his cock between my folds before he fills me completely, pushing me forward.Gage’s cock hits the back of my throat, and I almost gag, pleasure lighting me up like Vegas.

“He’s now deep inside that beautiful cunt of yours, hands bracing your hips.His eyes are closed, and he’s pushing you forward farther and farther.You’re sucking my cock like a good girl, and I’m about to come down your throat.”He groans.“And you’ll swallow every last drop like the slut you are.”

I graze my teeth along his cock again.His grip on my hair tightens, and pain burns across my scalp.Hazen slams into me over and over.Cum hits the back of my throat, and I obey Gage by swallowing every last drop.

The sound of the door handle turning and clicking open catches in my ears, followed by the jarring slam of the door against the wall.

My eyes snap to the entrance—and my heart breaks in two.Lucas.

Chapter 6

Lucas

Angerroilsthroughmelike a tornado swirling around my chest.Here she is in Gage’s office, between my two best friends.One is nailing her from behind and the other is down her throat.

I look at her with so much disgust that her eyes drop.She pulls off Gage’s cock and wipes her mouth with the back of her hand.Hazen doesn’t stop.He plunges into her, and the loud slap of his hand on her ass feels like it’s hitting me right upside the head.

My heart can’t take this.Part of me wants to walk over to her and claim her alongside my brothers, but the broken part of me wants to take the knife strapped to my thigh, hold it to her throat, and watch the horror dance between her eyes.Then I want to take that same knife and plunge it into my own heart.I’m fucked up, and the reason for my madness is getting railed by Hazen.

Her moans of pleasure follow me out.

“Lucas!”she yells, but I slam the door between us, the bang ricocheting through me.

Fuck.I need to get out of here.Out of this town.Anywhere away from her.Everywhere I go, she’s there.I smell her honey-and-milk body wash.I see her dark-brown hair and how it falls effortlessly down her back.Her cute button nose and full dark-pink lips.Fuck me.I don’t want to see her anymore.I don’t want to remember her.I just want everything to go away.To forget about her.To move on with my life.Why does she have to make this so goddamn hard?

I storm out through the front door.The sun kisses my cheeks, and I don’t dare look over to the cliff and out into the water, because I see her blue eyes in the ocean, and all it’ll do is make me want to walk straight back into that office.If I do that, I won’t be able to control myself.I can’t with her.

She’s like heroin—a couple of tastes, and everything else fades away.I’m always waiting for my next hit, and when it rushes into my veins, everything is pure bliss.Everything else fades away, and all that remains is her sunshine breaking through the storm.Then, when she’s gone, I’ll do anything to have one more hit, one more taste because I’m chasing that high again.I’m always needing that sunshine in my veins.

Why did I have to have one taste?Why did I let her claim my heart?Why am I so fucking stupid?She killed my parents.Now I’m left without anyone, and my sister needs me more than she ever has.