Page 24 of Jumping In

I rinse out my hair and lather up more soap to wash my body. Memories of being in the water with MJ, so close to touching her skin-on-skin, float around in my mind. I have definitely popped more wood because of MJ in the last week than I have in the last few years. I imagine what it would have been like if I had actually wrapped my arm around her waist in the water. If I had pulled her into me like I wanted to.

Sliding my soapy hands down my chest and stomach, I fist my now throbbing cock. Using the soap as lubricant, I grip my cock at the base and start pumping slowly. Images of MJ in her bikini with her legs wrapped around my waist hit me, and I let out a deep groan. What I wouldn’t give to grip her thick thighs with my hands and fuck her right there in the creek. Another image of those thighs enters my mind from the picture she sent me earlier and now I’m envisioning MJ on her bed, legs spread wide for me while I lick her pretty pink pussy. I bet she’d taste sweet like sugar covered strawberries. I can almost hear her soft moans as I grip my cock harder and stroke it faster.

Another image of MJ hits me. This time she’s on top of me, bouncing up and down, making the sweetest sounds. Her blonde hair cascades down her back and hits the tops of my thighs and she looks down at me with those hazel-green eyes as she moans out my name. I groan as my release shoots from me and hits the shower wall, abruptly bringing me back to the present where I am, in fact, alone in the shower, jerking off to my childhood best friend.Fuck!

I finish rinsing off all the soap, clean the shower wall of any proof of my wicked thoughts, and shut the water off. Grabbing a towel off the hook, I wrap it around my waist and pad over to the connected bedroom. I step into a pair of boxer briefs and a comfy T-shirt and then grab my phone to plug it in on the charger on the nightstand. I glance at it once more and see two messages.

MJ loved “Goodnight gorgeous.”

The other message is in the BAMF chat, both Blake and Austin thanking me for showing up to the Grill and Chill. I crawl into bed and text them back.

ME:Np. Thank you both for the pep talks

BLAKE:Np dude, glad it helped

ME:Yeah, I was feeling more comfortable aftera bit

AUSTIN:Sooooo ?? what’s your plan with MJ now that you’ve spent some time with her outside of the case?

I sigh as I read his text. Honestly, I don’t think my plan has changed much. I still want to be friends even though I would love to be more. Maybe more isn’t in the cards for us; I’m still bad news and she’s heading off to law school. It just doesn’t make much sense.

ME:Honestly, I think just trying to repair our friendship would be best

AUSTIN:You know you could be more than friends, right?

Here we go again. Austin and Blake have always supported me and MJ, even when we weren’t talking. Constantly telling me to just reach out, try talking to her. It has always made me wonder if they know more than they let on, but I don’t want them to betray MJ, either.

Me:Idk man, you think so?

AUSTIN:Abso-fucking-lutely!

Blake:You should probably tell her the truth, but yeah

ME:I can’t tell her everything until after the trial

BLAKE:That’s fair, but you should start with what we talked about before

AUSTIN:Question though, before you get too excited, if it doesn’t work, and she maybe doesn’t fall for you… You gonna be okay?

BLAKE:Further than that… If it works, and she leaves for law school, or you know, you end up going to prison…. Can you handle THAT?

Well shit. They both lift me up and then slam me right back down to reality. I can’t tie MJ down to something that isn’t good for her. The criminal and the lawyer, I scoff, yeah that sounds perfect. Even if we repaired our friendship and tried for something more, it would likely just be a summer fling, if that. There is a possibility that I’m hauled off to prison on the day of my trial next month.

ME:Idk guys, we’ve both changed, but I’m still no good for her. Besides, it’d only be for a few weeks, maybe months, if I’m lucky and then we’d part ways.

BLAKE:We get it

ME:I think it’s just safer to focus on the friendship. If I can manage that.

BLAKE:What do you mean?

ME:I texted her when I got home…

AUSTIN:??

I tab back to my conversation with MJ and screenshot it to send to the guys. Maybe they can read between the lines for me.

AUSTIN:LOL dude you’ve got it bad!

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