Page 35 of Lust

I stand up, and then sit down on the couch, lifting her up and bringing her to my lap. My hand going to her back, as I rubbed small circles, on the small of her back. Trying to get her to calm down, so she could tell me what the problem was.

She drops her head to my chest. “I’m right here darling,” I say into her ear, tucking her hair away from her cheek. “Slow and steady breathes darling.” She still isn’t calming down, so I placed her hand on my heart. “I’m right here Ivory.”

Within moments her sobbing turned to crying and she calmed down.

“Good girl.”

I noticed how she is tracing my skull and roses tattoo on my hand with her finger. I think it helped calm her down.

Moments passed and I kissed her cheek. “You feeling better.”

Her eyes locked with mine, bright red, stained. Her lips tremors a little and she opens her mouth. “I hate you Kace.” She said words that stuns me. I’m speechless. And tears welled in her eyes again. “Cause you’ve made me risk it.”

“Risk what?”

“My heart.” Her lip tremors. “I thought you were…. I thought I wouldn’t see you again. I thought that…” she swallows sharply. “How are you here?”

I frowned. What was she on about? Then it clicked. She knew about the raid. She thought I was one of the members arrested. Fuck had she gotten this upset over me? Surely that wasn’t possible.

I had never had anyone cry over me. I had never had anyone care that much about me. To know she was this upset because of me, stunned me to the core.

“I’ve got a problem.” She whispered, through more tears, and she looked me in the eyes. “I realized when I thought I lost you, I realized… I care about you Kace. I don’t know how you did it. But you got in my heart.” Her hand was still over my chest, over my heart. “And I don’t want to lose you before we even get a beginning.”

I lean towards her, wiping the tears away from under her eyes. I never had a reason not to risk my life. I never had a reason not to do things that could cost me my life. But right now, as I looked at Ivory. She gave me a reason.

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Kace

Ivory had calmed down, though had a headache from crying so much. I couldn’t help but feel the blame. If I had called her and told her that things were fine, this wouldn’t have happened. Instead I let the club distract me.

To be seven members were now looking at a long time—and there wasn’t shit the club do about it.

“Races start tomorrow.” Ivory broke the silence, and looked up from the food to me.

“Yeah and it’s going to kill me.” I muttered, and she frowned, wanting me to explain. “You kind of have a reputation at the track.” She looked at me to keep explaining. “For wearing see through tops. The boys run bets on it. Surprised Gabe hasn’t shut it down.” I looked away but wished I could tell her to wear a bra, but with a rack like hers, she didn’t need one. They were perfect. Women would go under the knife for breasts like Ivory’s.

“Guess I need to get some new clothes.” She says and I notice her drop her pizza slice. “It’s going to suck though, I do agree with you on that.” I arched my eyebrows for her to explain. “I’m not the only one with a reputation. Let’s face it fucking the new single Kace Striking is on every woman’s going bucket list.”

“Part from I’m not single.” I point out,

She gave me a dry look. “But you can’t say I’m your girlfriend can you?” She pushes the box away from her. “Like I said it’s going to suck.”

I reach across to her, my thumb wiping the sauce off the corner of her lips, and without thinking or at least I don’t think she was thinking, she took my thumb in her mouth. Immediately my dick twitches and just like that she’s turned me on for the night.

She moves over me, straddling me. “You know what we haven’t done?” her finger traces over my neck tattoo. And she leans in, her lips so close. “Foreplay.” She says a word I was not expecting. And I feel her hand grip my dick.

“Ivory. I’ve only got so much control.”

I watch her hands go to the straps of her dress and she pushes them down, pushing it over her breast, and it swims around her waist. And just like that she is topless straddling me.

She pushes herself off me, and her hands goes to my belt. “Ivory I mean it, don’t start something I’ll have to finish.” I all but growl at her.

“But Kace babe,” And she looks up at me from being on her knees, “I’m yours to explore,” and she pulls on my jeans. “yours to touch, kiss, lick.” And I groan. Fuck it I’m not holding back from not fucking her now.

I pick her up in a flash causing her to squeal, and throw her over my shoulder. Smacking her ass, making her giggle. Walking her to the bedroom. I drop her on the bed, and lick my lips, looking at her. Fuck me. She was mine to explore, touch, kiss and lick—and fuck.

“Think the best thing I did was locking you down Ivory.” My hands undoes my belt. Dropping my jeans and boxers to the ground, I grip her ankles pulling her down the bed. My hands going to her small denim shorts.

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