Page 95 of Timeless

She leaned down and kissed the corner of my mouth. “Then don’t turn me down.” She started to move on me, knowing exactly what she was doing to me.

I gripped her hips, forcing her to stop. “Amber, I can’t have sex with you right now.” I can’t believe I was saying this. I was seriously turning her down. And it was killing me.

She groaned. “All because I haven’t had sleep?”

I gripped her and flipped her over. God, her being this naked wasn’t helping me. I forced myself to look into her eyes.

“I’m planning on the first time we have sex again, being long, like marathon long.” I’d had a long fucking time to plan our first night back together. “I’m not going to settle with a rushed fuck. I want you rested, like a weeks’ worth of good sleep.” My hand ran up her side. What can I say, I couldn’t stop touching her. “I want you to have eaten. I want you relaxed. I want you rested. And I want you ready for a full day of just us.”

She opened her mouth but I wasn’t finished.

“A whole weekend, actually. I want the house empty. No brothers and no Jack. Just us. And I’m planning on fucking you so much you won’t be able to walk.” My hand ran down her stomach and slipped under the black lace that was the only thing she was wearing. “Did Will fuck you in this bed?”

She looked stunned, like she was just taking in what I was saying.

“Amber, has Will fucked you in this bed?”

She nodded slowly.

“Where else?” My fingers brushed her skin. Fuck, she was wet. “Amber, where else?”

“Nowhere. Will and I we weren’t… like that.”

“What do you mean, you weren’t like that?”

Amber frowned “I don’t feel comfortable talking about my sex life with Will with you.”

“Since when did you get shy?” I smiled at her. “You’ve never been shy with me.” I forced her legs open wider, with my hand.

Her hand went to my face. “You’re different.”

“How so?” I ran my thumb over her bottom lip. How were her lips always red? So perfect. I glanced into her eyes. She was hiding something. “Sweetheart, if I don’t know where he has fucked you, I can’t prove I’m better.”

Her eyes flickered to my chest. “I just wouldn’t…” She groaned. “I don’t want to talk about it. You’re right. I should sleep.”

I grinned at her; this was a new side to Amber. “Really, you that shy you are going to avoid the subject? Come on, don’t you want me to prove I’m better?” I hovered my lips over hers. “I reckon we could make better memories. Don’t you want that?” I brushed my lips against hers. “Get you used to saying my name again and not his.”

She blushed. Amber actually fucking blushed! I couldn’t stop myself. “You’re blushing. About sex. Since when did you get embarrassed about sex? You used to say it was a need like eating and you can get it from anywhere.” Had she forgotten that? She was always so confident when it came to sex.

Now she was laying here, blushing, My Amber.

Her hands went to my shoulders. “It’s just…” She pushed her head back into the pillow and sighed. “You are going to be so fucking proud of yourself.”

“I’m always proud of myself.”

She whacked my arm. “That’s it. I’m not telling you.”

I wiped my grin. “Okay. I’ll be serious. What is it? You trying to tell me your sex life with Will was so boring and couldn’t live up to me or something?” If that was the case, I would be fucking proud.

She gritted her teeth and inhaled sharply. “Do you remember the rules?”

“Like the rule where you sleep topless?” I looked down at her and grinned. “Fucking oath, I do.” I had missed the sight of her breasts so fucking much. It was painful to look and not touch. So, I gave in to the need. I took my hand off her face and ran it over her breast. “Miss sleeping topless, sweetheart, is that it?”

Touching her breast was a bad fucking idea. I inhaled sharply. God, maybe I can’t wait any longer.

“I can’t sleep topless. I have a son who walks in in the middle of the night.” She rolled her eyes like that was obvious.

My breathing was coming out sharper. Feeling her sensitive skin, touching her breast, hearing her talk about the rules. Fuck it. I’m fucking her.

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