Page 180 of Ruin Me Gently

Her fingers wrapped around me, light, barely there, butfuck,I felt it like a punch to the gut. A sharp breath ripped out of me, fingers digging into her thighs as she smoothed her thumb over the tip, spreading the wetness already there.

Gesù Cristo.

My head tipped back slightly, eyes shutting for half a second before I forced them open again. I couldn’t look away. Iwouldn’tlook away. Not when her fingers were wrapped around me. Not when her thumb pressed against the sensitive underside before squeezing lightly at the base, then dragging her fist back up.

My hips jerked instinctually as I chased the sensation.

“Fuck, sweetheart,” I rasped as she picked up a slow, steady rhythm.

Her lips parted slightly, gaze flicking between my face and her hand, like she was studying me. Learning me.

And then she spatonto my cock.

Heat shot through me, my whole body tensing at the slick warmth of it, at the way it mixed with the pre-come already wetting my length, making every stroke of her hand even smoother,even better.

“You feel so good in my hands,” she murmured.

“Jesus, Lilith,” I rasped, my hips jerking helplessly into her touch.

“I wonder how good you’d feel in my mouth,” she said with a smirk.

“Lilith.”

She kept stroking me, her smirk growing as she tilted her head slightly. “What?” she murmured, her tone dripping with innocent curiosity that I knew was anything but. “You don’t want me to?”

Fucking fuck.

Before I could get a grip on reality, she moved from the desk and sank down onto her knees in front of me, breath hot against my skin.

A kiss.

A single, open-mouthed kiss against the tip of my cock.

“Porca troia.”

She hummed, soft and satisfied. Then her tongue dragged up the entire length of my cock. From my balls to the tip—slow, deliberate, completely earth shattering. She traced the tip and slid along the ridge, watching how I reacted.

Every muscle tensed as she flattened her tongue against the underside, dragging it down, then back up.

Then wet, hot, pressure.

She wrapped her lips around me, sinking down, inch by inch, her mouth stretching, tongue pressing as she sucked me in.

A sharp hiss left me as I let one hand slide up to her jaw, tilting her face so I could watch her.

She couldn’t fit all of me—not even close. I felt the hesitation, the way she hit her limit, her jaw tensing slightly as she tried to adjust. My gut twisted.

“You don’t have to,” I rasped, trying to ease her away before she could push herself too far.

She ignored me, just let out a quiet, muffled hum around my cock and took me as deep as she could.

“Fuck—”the vibration sent a shock through my spine.

She worked her mouth over me, tongue swirling around the tip, lips dragging down as she took as much as she could before pulling back, sucking and teasing. Her hands moved with her—one wrapping around the base of my cock, the other gripping my ass, pulling me into her, taking me exactly how she wanted.

“Lilith…” my voice was strained. “Fuck yourself for me.”

She whimpered around me, but she did it—her free hand slipping between her thighs, body jolting as she pushed her fingers inside herself.

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