Page 4 of Screwed By My Roommate

Unfortunately, it does nothing to help.

I close my eyes and I picture her bright green eyes staring into my soul. I imagine she’s standing in front of me, the water from the shower running down her perfect body.

I grab my hard dick and squeeze as I picture her licking her full lips. Her eyes stay connected with mine as she sinks down to her knees and wraps her hot mouth around my cock.

“Fuck,” I groan, sliding my hand faster as I jerk myself off.

She moans around me, still looking up at me. I grab her hair and fuck her mouth. Her nails dig into my thighs as she takes every inch of me. We still haven’t broken eye contact and I can see the green of hers darkening with lust.

“Fuck, suck me, baby girl,” I whisper.

I feel my balls tighten and my body begin to shake, and I imagine as I come that she takes every drop of me. Licking the tip of my dick to make sure she hasn’t missed anything.

I groan, squeezing my cock as I open my eyes.

I snap out of my fantasy and what just felt so fucking good, now pisses me off. I punch the tile wall and grab the soap to roughly wash myself. To try and wash away the feelings I will never be able to act on. Fantasies that I will never be able to fulfill. Happiness I will never have.

I hope it all washes down the drain because Penny living here is going to be the biggest test I’ve ever encountered, and I don’t like to fucking fail.

“You sure you need another shot?” Henry asks, laughing.

“Yep,” I say, getting up to go to the bar.

I’ve spent years avoiding Penny the best I could. As soon as I realized I wanted her, I pushed her away. I left the room when she entered. I kept my fucking distance.

She asked me once why I hated her, and I told her the truth. She’s a thorn in my side that I needed removed. She was upset but that’s what needed to be done. It’s better she hates me because I will never be able to hate her.

It worked. She can’t stand me and I’m glad. The thing that is killing me, driving me to drink like I am, is the thoughts of her bringing another man intomyapartment. The thoughts of what he’ll get that I never will. I want to kill him, rip out his heart with my bare hands.

So, these shots are a temporary distraction. Something to cloud my thoughts of listening to the woman I want, fucking another.

When I get back to the table with two shots, Henry has the attention of a sexy blonde. I smile as I toss back one of the shots and sit down.

“Jace, this is Debbie, and she has a friend,” he says, tipping his beer back.

“Oh yeah,” I say, uninterested.

“We’re gonna go back to their place,” he says, smiling.

I shake my head, laughing. “Nah, I’m good. I’ll head home, you go have fun.”

“Come on, my friend has been watching you all night,” the chick whose name I forgot already says.

I laugh and toss back my last shot. “As flattering as that is, I’m too drunk and the idea of passing out on my own bed is what I’m looking forward to.” I turn my attention to Henry and nod. “Go have fun. I’ll see you tomorrow.”

He smiles and stands up, grabbing the chick’s hand. He leans down to whisper, “You’re missing out. They're gymnasts.”

I laugh, shaking my head as he walks away. I know I’m missing out. I’m sitting here in a bar full of drunk, horny women, and my goddamn thoughts are on the only one I can’t have.

The longer I sit there sipping on my beer, alcohol rushing through me, the more pissed off I get. She’s taking up space in my head and I need her out of there. She doesn’t belong. I know damn well she isn’t thinking about me right now. Especially if there is a guy trying to get into her pants. That thought alone has me seeing red. Fuck this.

I stand up and grab the hand of the closest girl I see and pull her to the bathroom. I close the door and push her against it, slamming my mouth on hers.She sinks her fingers into my hair and presses her body against mine. She’s into it as much as I am. Maybe she’s trying to forget someone too, and that’s fine with me.

I need to fuck out my frustrations and this girl whose name I’ll never get is going to help me do it. Even if with every thrust I picture someone else's green eyes.

Three

Penny

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